Tis pointless indeed this journal be...

I've been feeling a bit depressed lately with the whole separated from my mate and free to look for someone thing that most likely no one read in my last journal...anyways...my point being I'm too lazy and have emotional trust issues to actively look for someone but i could really do with some emotional support...someone to give me some emotional cushion...a friend that's not afraid to...ok I don't want a mate just yet but I need someone...on the off chance that someone actually reads this is willing to or knows someone that's looking...im available...just need time to get my thoughts and emotions together before I'm willing to be mated again