It was only a matter of time before this happened. With all the things going on in my life, I can't go on much longer. I don't want to take my own life, and I'm getting in touch with the people I need to prevent that. Please understand that I'm trying my best to hold out.
I wanted to thank you all for whoever is reading this. Without FA, I wouldn't have a way to vent and express myself like I am right now. I don't know when and if I will recover from this, but I will try my best to keep in touch.
Sayonara.