Hello everyone.

One of the few things I cannot stand is betrayal. I have recently discovered my former place of employment has betrayed me.

Now the story goes like this, I have worked at Turf Care (Course Maintenance) at one my local clubs for the past 3 summers now. Every year at the end of the summer, we all get together for a celebration for the year. Everyone who has worked there during the year is invited, if they can attend. Well I have been waiting for my phone call all week and it never came. I found out why. My friend, that I got a job there, told me my boss decided not to invite me. Why? I have no idea. Not only am I not invited, but I have been put on the unofficial Black List. The Black List is a list of people you do not have to stop working for, as compared to normal members which we stop working, if you get in their way. This is how they repay me for 3 years of loyal service, never late, and never missing a scheduled day. This is my home course, the one I have defended and put my blood, sweat, and tears into. Now they are going to turn their backs on me. I have never been so angry and sad at the same time. I drove off after getting the news, I almost broke my steering wheel by hitting it too hard, and then I pulled up to the lake and just broke down and cried. I didn’t know how to take it. I’m trying to understand why, and to not let it get me down.

For now, I guess I will avoid the course for the next week. I hate leaving on bad terms, but I guess I must lie in the bed I have sown.

Thanks for reading,

KaGe