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Madness!
18 years ago
.. and that's exactly what it is, I'm kinda loosing my mind here... unable to make cash (but what else is new) in total fear of picking up the pencil again... yeah ya read right, in fear! perhaps I'm scared to see how bad I've become, how much I've fallen or even the reality of it all.. that in actual fact I was never that good to begin with and yet like waves on a beach, I feel the pull.
I just wish to let go... to move on, but I guess when you've done it for the last 20 odd years of your life it's kinda hard (perhaps I just need to pinch myself every time I get the urge... lol) I'm sorry to even bring this up... especially here, just had to vent and as this Gallery is nothing more than a hollow shell, it's kinda the fitting place in a way... like screaming in an empty room :P
In the end maybe I just need a decent nights sleep for a change, it's like I just don't have the energy for anything anymore or even the care... but then again I must care some what, other wise I wouldn't have given it any mind and wouldn't be here now.
I apologize for this mental dribble you can go about your daily business now... sorry to be the bother.
I just wish to let go... to move on, but I guess when you've done it for the last 20 odd years of your life it's kinda hard (perhaps I just need to pinch myself every time I get the urge... lol) I'm sorry to even bring this up... especially here, just had to vent and as this Gallery is nothing more than a hollow shell, it's kinda the fitting place in a way... like screaming in an empty room :P
In the end maybe I just need a decent nights sleep for a change, it's like I just don't have the energy for anything anymore or even the care... but then again I must care some what, other wise I wouldn't have given it any mind and wouldn't be here now.
I apologize for this mental dribble you can go about your daily business now... sorry to be the bother.
seriously. your art is awesome. it always will be. take your time, don't force yourself to make epic art every time you put pencil to paper... just doodle in your spare time or something.
Look, I'm sure your able to get commissions, maybe ya just need a good push in the right direction! (or kick)
Now stop pity your self and get Cracking at the art!
Ya better artist then me and your the type artist will get popular quickly.
It takes time, and all others cartoonist will tell you: Time will do it!
So don't give up!
You know you want to.
It's like a hard-on & you have the urge to toss off.
Heck my workpad at work is covered in eyes and flowers and odd... worm shaped things.. ti's relaxing and completely useless... please give it a try?<: )