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Hatchday
7 years ago
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Well as of today I am 26 years old now as of my timezone. But I feel I'm in this rut so to speak.
I just can't motivate myself to play any video games or even watch let's plays, I really want to but it's just a huge case of procrastination. I can't stand it.
It's been like this for IDK how long months at the very least. I can't remember when I last played my PS3. It's like a black hole and I feel I fell into the event horizon, just no returning back.
I know I have to force myself but it's very hard. I want to watch a demon's souls let's play but I just can't motivate myself to yet I really really really want to.
Plus recently has been hectic with worries about all kinds of stuff. Depression, anxiety etc.
IDK anymore, I don't know what to do.
I just can't motivate myself to play any video games or even watch let's plays, I really want to but it's just a huge case of procrastination. I can't stand it.
It's been like this for IDK how long months at the very least. I can't remember when I last played my PS3. It's like a black hole and I feel I fell into the event horizon, just no returning back.
I know I have to force myself but it's very hard. I want to watch a demon's souls let's play but I just can't motivate myself to yet I really really really want to.
Plus recently has been hectic with worries about all kinds of stuff. Depression, anxiety etc.
IDK anymore, I don't know what to do.
I'd say to try and take a step back if you can, eat something nice, and put on a video in the background. Even though it may be a struggle, exposing yourself to things you like(d) to do may bring back some of those feelings.
I hope you feel better soon.
I would first like to congratulate you on getting this far. No, seriously, so many of our peers give up along the way, either in motivation and action, or overall life.
Second, I’d be delighted to offer a way to help your goals happen faster: company.
Engage some friends, be they new or old, to do the things with you, in playing or watching the activities you want to, and it can both help you stay accountable to them/yourself, and give you an addition of comrades to enjoy the experience with you.
I know too many of my friends love Dark Souls to death, so I have a feeling you wouldn’t find the search for a companion in viewing too terribly hard.