1 month passed. and I'm still struggling and trying hard to adapt myself to my new work place.

Confused, overwhelmed, and worried. that was my... well, not very first, but almost first feeling.

I thought I could do it well and things would go better.

but it wasn't.

If I don't move myself, things never change by itself. I was too naive. I must change myself.

So, I'm really try to try my best (lol). try to think my own, not passively, but actively.

I'm not a student anymore. I'm an adult. I should be motivate myself... phew. it's still hard to be a matured person.

I thought if I graduate my college, things would change somehow magically. but it wasn't.

Nowadays, I'm very busy with my new work place. even just to adapt myself into the new place...

I hope, once this time pass.. I can handle myself better... I must stay DETERMINED.