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Giving Up
7 years ago
So.... Im just writing this journal at a time where im not massively depressed, im in a good mindset, im just thinking my thoughts out loud.
Ive been lonely for so long..... It truly makes me feel like theres no one out there for someone like me. I dont need a full time caretaker or anything.... But it just feels like im alone...
Im just a Little Tiger who doesnt have anyone to help make sure I remember little things, Like brushing my teeth, and other small tasks that I always forget about in my busy life.... I want someone who cares enough to check up on me just to see what mischief im causing, or to see if I need to talk....
It just feels like Im alone, and like Im never going to find someone who loves me.
Ive been lonely for so long..... It truly makes me feel like theres no one out there for someone like me. I dont need a full time caretaker or anything.... But it just feels like im alone...
Im just a Little Tiger who doesnt have anyone to help make sure I remember little things, Like brushing my teeth, and other small tasks that I always forget about in my busy life.... I want someone who cares enough to check up on me just to see what mischief im causing, or to see if I need to talk....
It just feels like Im alone, and like Im never going to find someone who loves me.
Being single is not a bad thing...there are advantages to it, believe me I know!! I'm in my mid 30s and still single, and I'm just as happy as ever!! After going through some shitty times with my last relationship, I honestly don't give a damn about relationships anymore! When I stopped caring, I was more happy with enjoying things I couldn't do when I was with someone...and that someone didn't like my ABDL side, which was worse. >.<
Trust me, you don't want to get desperate about finding someone, cause then you'll attract someone who's just as desperate and then you'll be in for some shitty times. I know this from experience.
If you want to give up, then give up. BUT...don't be so sad and depressed about it!!! Get out and enjoy life, even if you are alone! Your own happiness is what counts and it doesn't require being in a relationship with someone.
It's like they say...when you stop looking for someone, that someone will find you! People are only attracted to positive people that have their shit together and are happy with life. That's just how it is. And if you are happy with life and you still don't have someone, then that's ok too! Cause then you know that you'll be perfectly ok on your own!
Hope this helps!