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[Update] Life moves on
8 years ago
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So I am now back in Derby after, living in what can probably be described as a slum area, maybe... It's cheap and affordable, but with my wife being the only one with a job (still...) we are having to make do. We've had our ups and downs, mini arguments about money and the like, but we're still together and love each other despite some cock-ups and personal issues. Angel is now an Assistant Manager at a local Showcase Cinema, which can be demanding at times.
I'm managing to stay sane, being alone for 80% of a day sometimes, so when I'm not hiding under the bed covers in some depressed state feeling worthless, I'm either trying to keep the house clean, trying to make sure I actually eat something or hiding under a blanket playing something on the XB1, Switch or DS...
I have a handful of people I can talk to at certain times in the day, but most are at work or taking care of their families during the day time. As needy as I can be, and have been in past, I try and give everyone some space, sometimes a few days as I often feel like I'm pushing for attention too much... @_@
I realise a lot of, or maybe just some of what you just read might come as a shock to some of you, I'm usually so cheerful and happy-go-lucky, but, unfortunately, I have some deep-seated crap that is being a real pain to get over... My cheerfulness isn't a total facade, I wouldn't be totally surprised if I was some kind of bipolar or something, but when I'm not laughing and having fun with peeps, I kinda feel hollow.
Despite all that... I want to say thank you, to everyone who keeps me company, whether it's on a messenger, in a game, or the rare few who I meet in person, you guys help me stay some-what sane-er than I am when it's just me and the 4 walls :) Thankyou for giving this damaged fluff a chance :3
I updated my FA info' recently. I'm on Discord and Telegram now, as well as Tumblr which will be my "anything goes" area where I post my art, thoughts etc, so my posts or likes may not agree with some people, you've been warned / notified.
I'm managing to stay sane, being alone for 80% of a day sometimes, so when I'm not hiding under the bed covers in some depressed state feeling worthless, I'm either trying to keep the house clean, trying to make sure I actually eat something or hiding under a blanket playing something on the XB1, Switch or DS...
I have a handful of people I can talk to at certain times in the day, but most are at work or taking care of their families during the day time. As needy as I can be, and have been in past, I try and give everyone some space, sometimes a few days as I often feel like I'm pushing for attention too much... @_@
I realise a lot of, or maybe just some of what you just read might come as a shock to some of you, I'm usually so cheerful and happy-go-lucky, but, unfortunately, I have some deep-seated crap that is being a real pain to get over... My cheerfulness isn't a total facade, I wouldn't be totally surprised if I was some kind of bipolar or something, but when I'm not laughing and having fun with peeps, I kinda feel hollow.
Despite all that... I want to say thank you, to everyone who keeps me company, whether it's on a messenger, in a game, or the rare few who I meet in person, you guys help me stay some-what sane-er than I am when it's just me and the 4 walls :) Thankyou for giving this damaged fluff a chance :3
I updated my FA info' recently. I'm on Discord and Telegram now, as well as Tumblr which will be my "anything goes" area where I post my art, thoughts etc, so my posts or likes may not agree with some people, you've been warned / notified.
