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Sorry for Dissappearing
7 years ago
Sorry I dissappeared and havent been doing the few commissions I do have.
I plan on starting everything back up to how I used to do a lot. I really need the money.
Okay
So late last year like December . Got in a wreck someone tried to fit in front of me and i swerved lost control and destroyed my honda with a concrete median. I was physical fine but had massive panic attack. I hit no one else.
Got new car
So got in a wreck in april 8th. Sitting at a red light a 60+ year old woman who just had dental surgery was driving herself home. She hit me and 3 other cars. My car was drive able but 3 days later it started making a really loud sound that scared me to death. And I started driving my sisters pt cruiser.
April 10th I got hut at work from a fall and have had back issues ever since. Having to be on light duty and physical therapy and medicine. Having to go back and forth between Workers Comp, Doctors and therapists when issues with more therapy not being approved. I still am dealing with back problems and its very depressing being a 24 year old going though physical therapy, not able to do anything when you have like season passes to hurricane harbor which youve never been to before and now you cant even go and ride rides.
To make matters worse suddenly my sisters car stopped working. It was acting crazy like miss firing or something I think dad said and the whole engine bounces like crazy because a mount is broken. I had to try and drive a 45 minute drive in it to get it home from my boyfriends. With having to stop every few hundred feet. Because id start car and have to drive immediately no idling at all or pushing the gas wouldnt even do anything. So every stop light or stop sign or even when just had to slow down b taking foot off gas gas pedal would stop working. Id have to put it into park and quickly start it up and press on gas ASAP. Then my boyfriend in car following me screamed and honked to force me to pull m already slow moving ass over and hopped out of his car screaming. Apparently he saw flames and smoke and so he rushed me out of the car.
He called me dad and he FINALLY came to just tow it back home with his truck. (not a tow truck just like some rope and shit) Since he refused before and made us try and drive it back.
Got a seemingly good 2001 133k miles honda real fast so i wouldnt lose my job. Seemed all good tho key is annoying in ignition because you have to push in all the way then pull a little out and twist till you find the spot it clicks and can turn key and start car. Seemed all good. Started leaking orr something because radiator is always over heating and emptying. Replaced the resiviour and the temp gauge and a hose. Not leaking any more but still over heating. Tires on it keep going flat. Replaced 3 tires brand new and 1 is already flat even tho we just put it on and left it in the grass few days later its flat. Cant keep driving this damn car over heating and flats where im late to work. Im already on light duty and half shifts because of back.
So I got and finally get me a great 2014 nissan versa for $6500. Everything on it seems awesome they even replaced the cracked windsheild. I just need to get new wiper blades. Its got a few little dings or some paint missing but all its really cute. And finally after like dealing with 4 cars in 8 months my dad and step dad dont have to keep looking and dealing with fixing cars. I can stop stressing to point i cried and self loathed and wanted to die because i messed up making some chicken alfredo pasta.
I know no one will even read this but this is my way of venting. I am on half paychecks right now just trying to get some of the lost hours from workers comp. I cant afford mental therapy though WC pays for physical therapy. And this is my only outlet since I really dont have friends.
I plan on starting everything back up to how I used to do a lot. I really need the money.
Okay
So late last year like December . Got in a wreck someone tried to fit in front of me and i swerved lost control and destroyed my honda with a concrete median. I was physical fine but had massive panic attack. I hit no one else.
Got new car
So got in a wreck in april 8th. Sitting at a red light a 60+ year old woman who just had dental surgery was driving herself home. She hit me and 3 other cars. My car was drive able but 3 days later it started making a really loud sound that scared me to death. And I started driving my sisters pt cruiser.
April 10th I got hut at work from a fall and have had back issues ever since. Having to be on light duty and physical therapy and medicine. Having to go back and forth between Workers Comp, Doctors and therapists when issues with more therapy not being approved. I still am dealing with back problems and its very depressing being a 24 year old going though physical therapy, not able to do anything when you have like season passes to hurricane harbor which youve never been to before and now you cant even go and ride rides.
To make matters worse suddenly my sisters car stopped working. It was acting crazy like miss firing or something I think dad said and the whole engine bounces like crazy because a mount is broken. I had to try and drive a 45 minute drive in it to get it home from my boyfriends. With having to stop every few hundred feet. Because id start car and have to drive immediately no idling at all or pushing the gas wouldnt even do anything. So every stop light or stop sign or even when just had to slow down b taking foot off gas gas pedal would stop working. Id have to put it into park and quickly start it up and press on gas ASAP. Then my boyfriend in car following me screamed and honked to force me to pull m already slow moving ass over and hopped out of his car screaming. Apparently he saw flames and smoke and so he rushed me out of the car.
He called me dad and he FINALLY came to just tow it back home with his truck. (not a tow truck just like some rope and shit) Since he refused before and made us try and drive it back.
Got a seemingly good 2001 133k miles honda real fast so i wouldnt lose my job. Seemed all good tho key is annoying in ignition because you have to push in all the way then pull a little out and twist till you find the spot it clicks and can turn key and start car. Seemed all good. Started leaking orr something because radiator is always over heating and emptying. Replaced the resiviour and the temp gauge and a hose. Not leaking any more but still over heating. Tires on it keep going flat. Replaced 3 tires brand new and 1 is already flat even tho we just put it on and left it in the grass few days later its flat. Cant keep driving this damn car over heating and flats where im late to work. Im already on light duty and half shifts because of back.
So I got and finally get me a great 2014 nissan versa for $6500. Everything on it seems awesome they even replaced the cracked windsheild. I just need to get new wiper blades. Its got a few little dings or some paint missing but all its really cute. And finally after like dealing with 4 cars in 8 months my dad and step dad dont have to keep looking and dealing with fixing cars. I can stop stressing to point i cried and self loathed and wanted to die because i messed up making some chicken alfredo pasta.
TLDR:
Gone through 4 cars in 8 months. 1 wreck with no injuries and car destroyed. 1 wreck where was driveable for few days before couldnt drive it. Next car caught on flames. Next one wont stop over heating and getting flats. And now broke because finally got a good car and have very little in savings. Had mental break down over messing up chicken alfredo pasta over just being so stressed out lately it finally just over filled and I exploded. 2 months after injury at work and still in pain and cant do shit. BORED AF I know no one will even read this but this is my way of venting. I am on half paychecks right now just trying to get some of the lost hours from workers comp. I cant afford mental therapy though WC pays for physical therapy. And this is my only outlet since I really dont have friends.
Now I'm trying to take in as many little coloring bases commissions I can just do I can bring myself joy by getting art or taking myself out to arcade since bf always broke. Just anything to bring positivity my way lol