Been a sad fox for the longest while and so far it hasn't gotten any better. Been trying to scribble things again but for the most part I've been disinterested. Thought maybe buying a new art program and even buying a tablet would help... buuut it's hard staying focused and continuing.

Main excuse... Work. I've been working almost full time hours and finding time to relax and just be myself is kinda hard to do. Buuuut in college even though I was busy I still drew... so here's the second excuse....

Waaay too many deaths. I haven't even finished coping when another happens.
My Gma passed last year Jan 17, 2017. Age 96.
My mom's Dachshund, Rascal, passed last year Oct 25, 2017, Age 12.
My cat, Hazel, passed last year Nov 8, 2017, Age 17.
My Great Aunt passed Dec 7, 2017, Age 81
Then this year my dad's cat, Oliver, passed May 27, 2018, Age 15.

And now it's June 17th... Hazel's birthday. She would have been 18 this year. If she was a human she'd have graduated high school this year. I miss her terribly.