Want to Reflect
7 years ago
Buzz buzz!
Nobody needs to respond. I just need to reflect on something.
I do believe that my fetish is a mental illness.
Humans, for the longest time, avoid pain and seek pleasure. Bee stings have had a very long history with humans as something to be avoided, as the sting of one can potentially be fatal. Not only that, but the traumatizing effect of being attacked by one or more bees can emotionally scar a person.
And yet, here I am. I'm the kinda guy that draws it, lusts for it, wants someone else to be with me to love it, too. It's not healthy. It's not natural. Yet it's what I want.
I don't know if it will ever go away. Perhaps with age, it will...
I do believe that my fetish is a mental illness.
Humans, for the longest time, avoid pain and seek pleasure. Bee stings have had a very long history with humans as something to be avoided, as the sting of one can potentially be fatal. Not only that, but the traumatizing effect of being attacked by one or more bees can emotionally scar a person.
And yet, here I am. I'm the kinda guy that draws it, lusts for it, wants someone else to be with me to love it, too. It's not healthy. It's not natural. Yet it's what I want.
I don't know if it will ever go away. Perhaps with age, it will...
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