(hugs tight)

Its not the same situation, but I have had that kind of experience of life taking from the good. If you ever need someone to talk to, my yahoo and msn are on my profile.

Thanks, but I know how this will play out.
I just need to vent heavily.

I'm good for that too lol.

*hugs.*

You don't need to be the man of the house. I wouldn't want to THINK of you playing that roll. Just the thought of walking in and seeing your brothers' entrails strung out across the walls would freak me out. Just tell your dad that if he leaves, he takes his testicle snots with him.

You know what I meant, Corey.
I just hope he just gets wasted and forgets everything.

*hugs gently* Now I know why you were quiet all night ^^;; I hope things smooth ou ta bit for you in some way; Some things are not the best to have to deal with or even your reason for having to be dealt with, though I am sure over all you will end up being able to move past, and still be strong during it * hugs gently*

*hugs, sighing a bit.* Thank you.

If I have ever told you this in the past then I have forgotten but I know exactly how you feel. I, more then once, lived with men of whom often come home drunk and yell at my mother for all the faults of which it is truly the yeller of whom is to blame. One of the men yelled at me just as often as he yelled at my mother but the last man only yelled at my mother...but I'm not which is better. Since my sister was (and still is) often away I felt that it was my responsibility to protect my mother, despite the fact that, back then, I was so young, small, and weak while the villain was so old, tall, and strong. More then once I have thought of taking a sword from my collection and killing the villain while he is sleeping but my mother has always stopped me, saying that if I kill him then I will pay with my own life. Many years me and my mother struggled to deal with and leave the relationships. But every time we successfully pushed the villain out of our lives it came with a price: Either a large amount of money handed over to the villain or being forced to move to a smaller house. But, despite the price, we were happy with the fact the he will be out of our lives. Forever? I'm not sure.

Now, my mother is single and has promised me to never fall in love with a man again. But I want her to fall in love with a man. A man of whom is the knight in shining armor of whom she always dreamed of. I want her to do this not only for her happiness, but also mine. Knowing that my mother is happy makes me happy. And, also, as long as she is not in love with I man I am the one she always turns to for help in physical labor of which I hate with a passion. But she has grown old and reliant of me...I don't know what to expect from this point on but...I just hope she dies happily.

I remember you telling me this. *hugs.* Glad to know someone knows the situation.

*Hugs you.*..I see..well, hang in there. You can make it.

Hopefully.
...and thanks.

Of course buddy..

........I know EXACTLY how you feel....unfortunetally he isn't drunk when he starts screaming and swearing at me.....he's happy but cranky when he's drunk...he doesn't lie or act liek a dick..... *cuddles* If you wanna talk about it or just yell at someone...*pulls out a megaphone* go ahead *hands you teh megaphone to scream*

*hugs.* thanks.

You're welcome.....<3 *nuzzles you softly* but....just stay strong.....and if he says/does something...run....runb to your room and don't let anyone in unless he gets violent and chases someone...then you kinda HAVE to let them in.....that's why i have all sorts of wooden swords in my room in grabbing range...ioncase he breaks into my house and then i can either threaten him or hit him in teh head and make him go unconcious.....I'm scared of him.....