Most of those times are when I miss a dose. I didn't take them before I went to bed last night, so upon waking up (too late, because I sleep way too much when I miss a dose) I had a huge headache, and it has not gone away. I'm also dizzy.

The thing is, I don't even know if they do anything aside from apparently making me chemically dependant on them, since I'm still incredibly depressed and anxious, the things I'm taking the damn things for.

And logically, I know it's just the depression and anxiety talking, but I can't help feel like everyone hates me, and just pretends to tolerate me for bizarre and convoluted reasons. Sometimes I feel like it would be less lonely to just have nobody in my life, because then there'd be nobody I was unfairly emotionally dependant on.

I'm sorry for all the complaining lately. I try not to be such a whiny bitch but sometimes I just can't help myself.