What the FUCK life!?! Would you fuck me a little softer, or provide some lube or at least give me a reach around?

So. My WD passport, where I was keeping my ONLY backup copy of my 3D model for the ball joint doll just died. Despite my rant at the top of this journal, I really only have myself to blame for this. I had ample opportunity to back this thing up to the cloud. Google has given me lots of drive space, but noooooo! I had to be lazy and trust Western Digital to keep things safe for me. I could start over, but at this point I'm not sure I have the motivation to do so.

I've been putting off gainful employment with the prospect of getting this project finished and maybe being self employed, even though that was likely very wishful thinking. At this point, I think I just need to stop for a while and get some income, draw some art, re-evaluate my life. Sorry for all those of you who have been watching me just for the 3D project. I kind of feel I may have let you down.

Maybe when I have a real income I can afford a real laptop and start doing 3D work again...