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And it was almost my birthday...
7 years ago
Im done, ive hit a breaking point. I cant stay at the place that I just moved into, and I cant find a place to move to. I cant eat out of fear of using too much money, and all the food is making me fatter even when I eat healthy. I cant enjoy much of what I used to enjoy eating anyways, and i cant enjoy my boyfriend because of our shitty living conditions. So im done. My birthdays coming up soon, and Im waiting til after that and the last chance hope that things will get better. But if it doesnt by next week, I'm going to kill myself. Just thought id leave this here in case someone cares.
tjdolphin
~tjdolphin
What exactly is not leaving you with a great impression of your new place?
modman287
~modman287
OP
My boyfriend is fine, but his mom and hef boyfriend are making it an unlivable situation with their constant arguing and demanding of chores. Ive been threatened a couple of times, but im not scared of being attacked im scared of what i would do if i was
Calafin
~calafin
There is always hope, mod; I lived in a car for a while to make things work, but was able to recover. There is always a way, and I think this world is far better with you in it *hugs*
modman287
~modman287
OP
Thanks Cal, you and Nak have always been there for me during difficult life changes *hugs back* rest assured im over the suicidal feeling, but i am worried that it keeps coming back
Calafin
~calafin
*hugs tight* if you can, I’d really recommend seeking therapy or such. You’re a person we care about and are glad to have in our pod. I’m glad the suicidal thoughts are gone, but we worry about you, hon.
Chibibass
~chibibass
Happy birthday and hope things are getting better for you.
