At aged 32 about a year ago I got diagnosed with ADHD with Aspergers. I started receiving treatment for my condition to treat my narcissistic aggression, abusive violent outbursts and got given smart drug as in ADHD drug to help me focus. When I first started taking this medicine it was like starting my life allover again, starting karate martial arts as therapy learning to take new foot steps and opening my eyes to see the real world. I began to read up psychology to learn all sorts of tricks to treat myself which my ADHD meds made me want to read everything and absolutely want to learn everything which makes me the best version of myself making me super intelligent and confident about everything. It came to the point that I studied some furry individuals that are smart, Narcissists, Very sensitive snowflakes others etc... that I look deep and hard into their minds and studying their behaviors it's so I can take all the good intelligent ideas parts from them and test it out on myself. It worked so well that it made me feel way better and smart with full of confidence and happiness.

Life was a bit annoying and stressful without treating ADHD and used to get so angry at the fandom as the furry fandom is pure toxic and that social media made it ten times worse. I had few witch hunts onto me in the past and it was pure trauma being bullied hard by so many snowflakes after getting called out by some toxic popufur with many followers and fans to try and make me commit suicide not being able to handle the pressure of all the harassments thinking my reputation in the fandom be completely ruined for life in the past.

But since taking ADHD meds to help me focus, I learned so much thing's to cope with life by learning psychology, all the sudden I feel so strong and powerful with massive burst of confidence that if someone hates on me or so many furs I don't have any feelings and feel completely numb and still happy, so whoever starts drama by sending an army of snowflakes at me I be like "Bring it on" cause yeah that be my study time if that happens cause I would read every single snowflakes minds and it be their worst mistake ever to start shit with me cause I am very dangerous since they giving me all the tools to learn about them and study behaviors happily while drinking my lovely Green tea . I have the feel to not care if I get hated on and rep ruined cause I know full well that I can still have so many friends and fans follow me despite how bad I seem. If some retard like Justin Bieber that can be an ass as much as he can and can get many followers then so can I, but I'm not really like that just saying. I am now confident to say what I want whenever I want without any worries. Now I'm not saying that I am going to be an asshole on purpose all cause I don't care, I will still have empathy for those that DESERVE it, especially my loving husband Sniff and my close friends, family. If I suspect some furs that are assholes I would just fake friend them and study their minds and if they ever do anything annoying to me I then ether ignore them or feel the need to psychologically mess around with them till they go crazy in the head. Yes I'm an asshole if someone is asshole to me but I am nice back if they nice to me, that's how it works with me while being on a drug that makes me smart and better person. I have absolutely no feels in bad situations, I am like one of those guys that would just light up some weed to smoke, drink a nice small glass of whiskey with ice listening to nice music while everyone stresses on each other fighting, getting more dumber as world crashes and burn. Idiots put themselves in shitty situations and I am here all safe doing many smart thing's with no stress, no problems, feeling good. Learning to not be afraid in offending a snowflake is my way to cope for recovery of my ADHD.

Thanks everyone for reading this,

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From your lovable karate martial arts fox ;)