I'm sorry I've not been active. I've had a lot of mental health issues to deal with and frankly always will. I try to keep going with work despite now being incredibly slow. I tried to get some help from my local council, they sent an assessor around, made me fill out reams of forms, only to be told aparently I'm absolutely fine despite anxiety disorders and diabetes type 1. Some faceless being from behind a cushy desk job deems me unsuitable to get job seekers so I could find a more stable job, even though in order to get a job that pays well enough I need help to get there. I don't even know how to go on with this. I'm so sick and tired of being thrown from pillar to post. I know alot of people are still in the same place as this, but in the UK we are supposed to help people, not give money to people to shoot up their own arms (which is what we do). I suffer from various issues where I can't be in crowds of people, even at fun events this is difficult. However because I say I try to keep going, this is what makes the council think I shouldn't be helped.
Sorry for this rant, but I had to get something off my chest, I can't keep hiding problems from people and not being honest . I don't feel like this is professional, it isn't. But someone has to know.