I badly need to dig my stationary bike out of the basement, i barely eat once or twice a day, chase my son around all over, drink tons of water and I’m still 207lbs. Eating small things through out the day never seemed to change anything. I have so many clothes I can’t wear and have maybe 2 bra’s I alternate between because all the rest broke and these are the lone survivors. My small body isn’t made for this, my knee joints hurt daily. I struggle to have any self love at all and absolutely hate my body. I want to feel pretty again, I want to be pretty for my husband again but right now I feel like my body is the exact opposite of that.

Sorry for venting I know no one wants to see this