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Wow, it's been a while
7 years ago
I kind of just fell off the face of the earth for... 3 years. W o o p s
Last time I used this account, I was going through a lot of stuff. I was already in a severe depression, then my mom flew the coop, that was our home (albeit it was not a great home for kids) of 14 years and from a man (who was pretty much my dad), for a con artist ( in short). I was also in a sexually and emotionally abusive relationship at the time. The whole situation and the events that went down as it progressed were... not cool. I won't go into extensive detail, because it would probably be a book's worth. I think the last time I was on here, I was on my 3rd home, and I didn't have a lot of friends to begin with. I was afraid to reach out to the online community for support and ended up putting myself in an agonizing place. I'm still pretty torn up about everything that happened. It still gives me nightmares. Of all the shit things that have happened to me, I think it tore me up the most. I don't want to be a walking pity-case and I'm grateful that it wasn't worse because I know people go through worse all the time. I'm not saying all of this to put my dip in the "my life sucks more" pool, mostly just because it feels nice to finally say it. To post it out loud.
If you are ever going through something, for the love of fuck, please reach out to someone. And if someone reaches out to you for help, please be there for them. My biggest fear was reaching out to someone and coming off as annoying. I was afraid of asking for help and I really needed it.
Long story short: Life sucked and now it's pretty great. I fell in love and I'm learning to love myself.
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Let's see... I've recently become active again on another account, but I haven't had much to post because while I'm steadily coming back, I'm still not stable irl because I'm moving.
I'll try to keep this account updated, but for the most part, I would like to go strictly to
I associate a lot of mixed memories with this account and it's probably why I left and didn't want to get back on.
Last time I used this account, I was going through a lot of stuff. I was already in a severe depression, then my mom flew the coop, that was our home (albeit it was not a great home for kids) of 14 years and from a man (who was pretty much my dad), for a con artist ( in short). I was also in a sexually and emotionally abusive relationship at the time. The whole situation and the events that went down as it progressed were... not cool. I won't go into extensive detail, because it would probably be a book's worth. I think the last time I was on here, I was on my 3rd home, and I didn't have a lot of friends to begin with. I was afraid to reach out to the online community for support and ended up putting myself in an agonizing place. I'm still pretty torn up about everything that happened. It still gives me nightmares. Of all the shit things that have happened to me, I think it tore me up the most. I don't want to be a walking pity-case and I'm grateful that it wasn't worse because I know people go through worse all the time. I'm not saying all of this to put my dip in the "my life sucks more" pool, mostly just because it feels nice to finally say it. To post it out loud.
If you are ever going through something, for the love of fuck, please reach out to someone. And if someone reaches out to you for help, please be there for them. My biggest fear was reaching out to someone and coming off as annoying. I was afraid of asking for help and I really needed it.
Long story short: Life sucked and now it's pretty great. I fell in love and I'm learning to love myself.
~~~~~
Let's see... I've recently become active again on another account, but I haven't had much to post because while I'm steadily coming back, I'm still not stable irl because I'm moving.
I'll try to keep this account updated, but for the most part, I would like to go strictly to
I associate a lot of mixed memories with this account and it's probably why I left and didn't want to get back on.
