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To any of my friends who wants to know whats up
7 years ago
-I have no functional computer
-my parents are getting divorced
-my dog is sickly and old
-my new job is fulfilling, but hard and strenous
- I failed yet ANOTHER batch of commissions
-The aunt i connected with the most, a super buddhist hippie dippie type with 2 kids, drank herself to death and died horribly
-My little brother has gone down a dark road, he steals from me and my family voraciously, even bypassing our attempts to hide cash and other valuables, spending all of it to aid his weed-peddling
-I can’t help but feel like everyone is over me. I haven’t put in anything into the fandom for a while, which is the primary sign that I’ve lost interest, so people move past me
-I’m 25 years old, surrounded by terrible family, and I still have no fucking clue still how to get out.
This has been the darkest year of my life.
So dark, I don’t really know how to pay attention to my passions or love in this fandom anymore.
But any of you know people have their lows and their highs.
My highs are fucking HIIIIGH
But my lows are LOW.
I don’t know if this journal alone is going to convince any one, or hell, if anyone is going to read it,
But to those who do, please know I love TF, I love the crazy and/or awesome people I’ve met from it (that means you, stupid!) and I love making people happy with my art and can’t wait to jump back in.
Hope to be back in the game soon,
Splyced
-my parents are getting divorced
-my dog is sickly and old
-my new job is fulfilling, but hard and strenous
- I failed yet ANOTHER batch of commissions
-The aunt i connected with the most, a super buddhist hippie dippie type with 2 kids, drank herself to death and died horribly
-My little brother has gone down a dark road, he steals from me and my family voraciously, even bypassing our attempts to hide cash and other valuables, spending all of it to aid his weed-peddling
-I can’t help but feel like everyone is over me. I haven’t put in anything into the fandom for a while, which is the primary sign that I’ve lost interest, so people move past me
-I’m 25 years old, surrounded by terrible family, and I still have no fucking clue still how to get out.
This has been the darkest year of my life.
So dark, I don’t really know how to pay attention to my passions or love in this fandom anymore.
But any of you know people have their lows and their highs.
My highs are fucking HIIIIGH
But my lows are LOW.
I don’t know if this journal alone is going to convince any one, or hell, if anyone is going to read it,
But to those who do, please know I love TF, I love the crazy and/or awesome people I’ve met from it (that means you, stupid!) and I love making people happy with my art and can’t wait to jump back in.
Hope to be back in the game soon,
Splyced
I hear about so many couples divorcing nowadays and I am sorry that’s happening to your parents.
Also all the other things which are happening are tough to go through.
I really hope your highs will be a lot very soon
OK ok ok but seriously...... Life may get harsh and when it does one has to not only endure it but embrace it like a storm that's ravaging the land and all you can do is prepare yourself, hunker down and weather out the Storm
And more importantly victory is always within one's grasp even in the fog of war, or to put it another way...... Where their's a will theirs a way..... Their's always a way
Anyway Splyced, just some words of wisdom sharing and I wish you the best of luck, Qapla'
... which is the primary sign that I’ve lost interest... I somehow don't think you can ever loose that interest, my friend. You are just taking a break, which is not a bad thing. Take off enough time until you feel better here, buddy. And you can contact me anytime if you are in the need to chat and talk.