Hey guys, I would like to let you all know that I'm no longer be active much here anymore and I think I already mention that before. My RL so far went well and I have a job now, not to mention working on anime company.

You see, my RL went well but my media social or furry life (if that make sense) are not... I tried to chat in some furry Telegram group but no avail... I still feel... lonely, I don't know who to chat with... Even I do... I just don't know what to talk about, this because I have social anxiety for those do not know... Other than that my recent activity here on FA pretty lack. I don't post many art as I'm used to and everyone already stop following my works...

I feel like to be more active in+ patreon. I think this is the time I should start focus making my manga/ doijin and "publish" it into patreon and maybe people might recognize my works again. Of course, there WILL be for public version where mostly can be found in Tumblr. I think the only reason I want to be more active in patreon is because with my current state with limit time, I don't think I can accept commission. Again, people might point and critic about my manga with the horrible grammar... this scratch deep inside me, preventing me from making manga... that's why I stop continue making Bulky Melody... I need someone that really can help me to do grammar check and also not to change too much personality of the character.

Btw... for those commission for the animation.... I have to cancel it... I don't have time for it since I already got a job. During that time I did not expecting to get a job. Please understand...

I'm still trying my best to settling my RL...

Why I'm making this journal?? Am I getting attacked by anxiety? his is bad...I just gonna end my journal here.