I've not been as active as i would like to be on here. I haven't been drawing much at all and given my current dilemma, I just feel like i cant keep up with a lot of things. I'm exhausted and just want to close off for a while, possibly until things start to improve. I don't have the friends i thought i once had who can be there for me in this difficult time. I learned that the only person you can count on is yourself but sometimes that isn't enough especially when the situation you're in has you make tough decisions. I don't have the support I wish I had. I just have me.

And maybe for now that's okay. Thankfully i have my daughter, who gives the best hugs when life's got me down. So.. i guess this is a goodbye for now until things get better. If anyone needs to reach out to me, i'll have my notes open. Thanks for understanding.