There probably isn't anyone here that watches or listens to a nobody like me, so where else could I say this and not get a bunch of flak for it?

My Wife is leaving me...and it hurts....so much I've thought of commiting suicide....again....she keeps talking about this guy she met at her work....and that hurts too....I don't know anymore....I want her to be happy....and if that's not with me....I feel like I'm slowly falling back into my old ways....doing nothing...just work and sleep and jack shit else with my pathetic life...and I'm to much of a chicken shit to try to commit suicide again....so I'll just keep on living...but to what end?