On not giving a fuck
7 years ago
These past few years have been interesting.
At 13, I discovered Furry porn on a Geocities website and liked it.
At 18, I was browsing Furry porn on a regular basis, but terrified of anyone finding out. It was a dark secret I would take to the grave. I made a secret Furaffinity profile for following artists and favoriting porn, and kept it completely anonymous. I would never want my name to be associated with Furries.
At 27, I took a chance, stepped out of my comfort zone and went to an actual Furry convention, expecting to hate it. I had one of the best experiences of my life and it remains one of the best decisions I've ever made. I made this account immediately afterwards.
For the past three years, I've kept this account "clean" - I was willing to admit to "being a Furry", but refusing to avow to enjoying the adult parts of that, in fear of the wrong people stumbling upon this account and finding something embarrassing about me.
Last month, I stepped out of my comfort zone in major way. What I experienced put things into perspective, and I'm not really concerned about hiding who I am and what I like anymore.
So, if you're an acquaintance, friend, co-worker or family member of mine, welcome! You've found this somehow and probably learned something about me. If it makes you uncomfortable, that's unfortunate.
For the rest of you, I'm about to upload all the porn I commissioned these past few years. Enjoy it. Consider it my gift to the community who welcomed me and brought me joy.
At 13, I discovered Furry porn on a Geocities website and liked it.
At 18, I was browsing Furry porn on a regular basis, but terrified of anyone finding out. It was a dark secret I would take to the grave. I made a secret Furaffinity profile for following artists and favoriting porn, and kept it completely anonymous. I would never want my name to be associated with Furries.
At 27, I took a chance, stepped out of my comfort zone and went to an actual Furry convention, expecting to hate it. I had one of the best experiences of my life and it remains one of the best decisions I've ever made. I made this account immediately afterwards.
For the past three years, I've kept this account "clean" - I was willing to admit to "being a Furry", but refusing to avow to enjoying the adult parts of that, in fear of the wrong people stumbling upon this account and finding something embarrassing about me.
Last month, I stepped out of my comfort zone in major way. What I experienced put things into perspective, and I'm not really concerned about hiding who I am and what I like anymore.
So, if you're an acquaintance, friend, co-worker or family member of mine, welcome! You've found this somehow and probably learned something about me. If it makes you uncomfortable, that's unfortunate.
For the rest of you, I'm about to upload all the porn I commissioned these past few years. Enjoy it. Consider it my gift to the community who welcomed me and brought me joy.
And cool, I'm looking forward to the art influx. :3
It's good to see back? Speaking of back how yours? Does it need to be worked on at Furpac? ^_^