been down...
16 years ago
General
sorry I have gotten absolutely nothing done lately. I'm openly admitting I'm depressed now. I know it's 90% hormonal...but still...it sucks. I'm hoping it will pass soon. I had a bit of a melt down today in walmart...I thought I was going to break down an sob right then and there. I'm just tired, my allergies have rendered me unable to breathe, I get to shower like 2 times a week if I'm lucky,my hair is falling out much more than normal, and I'm having some crazy hot flash things at night...I keep having nightmares that everyone is trying to take Westley or my pets...and I keep catching myself checking Grizz (my sick ferret) every other hour to make sure she is still breathing :C I just feel neurotic and mentally all off....I'm hoping this will all pass soon...it has got to. If I had fur, I think I would have chewed my self bald by this point X3 Why do hormones have to have such dramatic effects of the human body?!!?!
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Just remember that this, too, shall pass. :) My fav quote to live by. <3 I really hope you feel better!
And your hot flashes...I've been having some far out dreams that are just random and bizarre.
Hormones...I've been fighting depression ever since my mom died so that kinda made me a bit imbalanced.
And pets being sick...I just found that one of my dogs has a infected tear duct, and we have no money to operate on it, so its inflamed and is growing, causing the eye to become irritated and tearing...thus resulting in my dogs pawing at his eye .
The allergies part, I have a deviated septum...basically, I always have to spit up flem....always . Bad thing is I dont even know how to spit right, so I always make a horking sound that sounds like a failed sneeze...thus resulting in my sisters always saying "God bless you" .
But im sure it will all lapse, and you will be better than ever sometime soon