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A Lack of Self Confidence
7 years ago
I need some serious help in gaining some self confidence. This week I've just felt like a complete waste of space but I don't know who to turn to with my problem because my self conscious doesn't want to make myself like an asshole who needs his ego inflated to do things
It's a path I've been down before and it has tainted several past friendships. So now i'm cautious of what I say to people, to friends. With that, I end up feeling like I'm curling up inside myself whenever I want to talk about my own mental issues
My lack of self confidence leads me to anxiety, which then leads to depression.
I always live for the present and don't think too far into the future, but in times like this, the question of "What do you want to do with your life?" ends up hurting me since I have no answer.
I thought I had was that I would like to have a day where I draw with my friends. No worries about a job I feel i'm muddling along with. Either on a livestream but really I'd love to do in person. Just talking and drawing and helping each other. The extrovert in me needs the human connection.
It's a path I've been down before and it has tainted several past friendships. So now i'm cautious of what I say to people, to friends. With that, I end up feeling like I'm curling up inside myself whenever I want to talk about my own mental issues
My lack of self confidence leads me to anxiety, which then leads to depression.
I always live for the present and don't think too far into the future, but in times like this, the question of "What do you want to do with your life?" ends up hurting me since I have no answer.
I thought I had was that I would like to have a day where I draw with my friends. No worries about a job I feel i'm muddling along with. Either on a livestream but really I'd love to do in person. Just talking and drawing and helping each other. The extrovert in me needs the human connection.
