Normalcy, whats that?
just settling down into my apartment aaand my 6 month Leese is up.

i found another place that is a full 174$ cheaper per month and the location is much better

Doing better day by day, my personal finances are still a dumpster fire HOWEVER i am guessing i will be in the clear within the next three years.

there is only one huge downside to the new place, there is no kitchen.......



going to get a hotplate and a small wolfgang puck oven or something.

what really sucks is that i am so used to things going south that now i constantly look over my shoulder. things are doing well for once, i don't want to lose that, the feelings i had back in New York, i cant go down that same road again it would destroy me.

on a much brighter note i am extremely exited for this fall and winter. My grandparents are emigrating from Germany and my brother is coming from Brooklyn..it will be like old times........

also i have never seen the Ozarks during the fall. this should be interesting


all i want is stability and i seem to have found that here.

till next time

fay