So i came back home this morning from work and before i left my dog was moving around and was barking well he didn't eat all his food and water and when i got back home it was still in his cage but i called him he wouldn't move, i tapped the cage after i opened it still wouldn't move, i moved him and he wouldn't move......... my dog was dead and idk what happened he was fine when i left to work and then come back he didn't eat and he was gone and idk what to do anymore.....

i feel like i failed like i did something wrong i don't know what i did i feel like my heart was just stabbed. i am still crying while i am writing this and my hands shaking so bad right now. my parents liked the dog and it was just a puppy it was there dog but i called him mine because he always came to me and cuddle with me and just was there for me. now i feel my parents are gonna hate me but in truth i was feeding him and everything....... now i feel like i don't wanna be here anymore like it was a part of me that said i wanna just die right now.