So I have been dealing with alot from my childhood all the way to this day. I been bullied, hurt, hated on, name called, treated like a ghost sometimes and just flat out disrespected. I have been to the point of wanting to just leave the face of the earth too. I Don't know what else to do anymore and I don't know if I will stay here or anywhere. I wanna just find a hole and bury myself in it. I keep struggling so much no friends to even lean against to even talk to or anything. I cry every night and hurt deep inside to the point that I cannot fix it anymore.

I am just nothing anymore it seems and all i ever will be is nothing.