Feeling shitty about the things I was supposed to be finishing quickly. It was a hard month, many things happening, too much to worry about. I can't sleep nice anymore with the stuff are happening, and I want to just make a good job as an artist. I'm not late at my commissions deadline yet but I'm always scared to begin to be and let people and myself down. I am doing my best, just need sometime and a change in my life to keep going. It's a good year for learning. I'll do my best to not let any of you down.