About Me // What to Expect
7 years ago
hey yall
I'm drawing again for the time being, been wanting to make more stuff and dip back into the furry art world bc I've been deprived, I can feel my credentials slipping away lmao. I dunno how active I'll be here for how long before I ghost again.
Few reasons for this:
My main career is in producing, starring in, and editing high production indie fantasy porn (think succubi, mermaids, cosplay, murrsuits eventually). This keeps me very, very busy and is very demanding of my artistic skills, leaving me a little drained when it comes to drawing (pawslut.manyvids.com)
I am mentally ill. I struggle with severe depression and anxiety, c-ptsd, and ADHD. I also have a nasty perfectionist streak. A potent cocktail to forgetting and postponing commissions for absurd lengths of time. Ppl always wanna commission me and I feel bad turning it down, so I end up in a guilt spiral of taking a commission I didn't want and feeling unable to perform to a certain standard so I sit on it forever. I guess my answer to this is be more selective abt what I accept.. oof...
ANYWAY! I'm not super reliable bc I have a big life that's kinda full of issues! But I make-a tha art sometimes and I'm furry to my bones so here I am yet again!
I'm drawing again for the time being, been wanting to make more stuff and dip back into the furry art world bc I've been deprived, I can feel my credentials slipping away lmao. I dunno how active I'll be here for how long before I ghost again.
Few reasons for this:
My main career is in producing, starring in, and editing high production indie fantasy porn (think succubi, mermaids, cosplay, murrsuits eventually). This keeps me very, very busy and is very demanding of my artistic skills, leaving me a little drained when it comes to drawing (pawslut.manyvids.com)
I am mentally ill. I struggle with severe depression and anxiety, c-ptsd, and ADHD. I also have a nasty perfectionist streak. A potent cocktail to forgetting and postponing commissions for absurd lengths of time. Ppl always wanna commission me and I feel bad turning it down, so I end up in a guilt spiral of taking a commission I didn't want and feeling unable to perform to a certain standard so I sit on it forever. I guess my answer to this is be more selective abt what I accept.. oof...
ANYWAY! I'm not super reliable bc I have a big life that's kinda full of issues! But I make-a tha art sometimes and I'm furry to my bones so here I am yet again!
FA+

and tbh I find them real similar (I was drawing smut then too). Just feels like I'm channeling the horny through my
vessel lol. Making cool characters and making them do hot stuff is fun and fulfilling for me! It's what I like abt drawing :3