Im not dead, not yet anyway.
I won't give false hope either, that this "return" will last. Every time I do, it doesn't last but a few days.

now to vent, get stuff off my chest...

Life is... well, how life has been for the past few years; A real b**ch.
Job to job, apartment after apartment, problem after problem.
Life is fine, then struggles, shits the bed, rinse and repeat.

Missed Paw Day, again. Missed many people's birthdays, again. Missed... well, a lot.

I miss everyone. My friends, family, Bonsai, everyone. Even my best pal Wolfy had to move... And EditPaws? I can't talk about what I haven't seen in forever.

One year... One month even, or just a day... Life will, hopefully ease up. Give me a break. Even for a short while. A moment to relax, not worry about "Were will I sleep?" "How are my friends?" "What am I missing?" "Can I even afford food?"

Someday...