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7 years ago
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Okay, so I've been considering this for a while, and I think now might be the time to address it.
Sometimes, I find myself asking what would happen if I quit when I really wanted to back in high school. For context, this is somewhere around September/October of last year when my Senior Year started. I had this project that everyone kept hyping up as something super important for our final grades. It didn't help that the project involved presenting in front of some judges.
Amazingly, I actually managed to get through it- barely, and pushed it all the way to the back of my mind. Now, though, I keep thinking about what would happen if I quit then. Well, what I mean is, what if I snapped and ran away? Obviously, I couldn't fend for myself given how I was back then, but what if I twisted it around? What if I ran to someone that I could open up to..? Someone who could connect with me on a personal level?
Someone like Xavier.
I mean, I literally made him in this random one-off story that turned into an entire anthology series...thing. I don't know why I'm thinking like this, maybe it's college getting to me already and my mind is making me look back on my life for some sort of epiphany. Either way, it's nagging at me and I want to know if I should go for it. I'm already in the middle of another story, but maybe I can give this a try once that's done...and after a small break, of course.
Sometimes, I find myself asking what would happen if I quit when I really wanted to back in high school. For context, this is somewhere around September/October of last year when my Senior Year started. I had this project that everyone kept hyping up as something super important for our final grades. It didn't help that the project involved presenting in front of some judges.
Amazingly, I actually managed to get through it- barely, and pushed it all the way to the back of my mind. Now, though, I keep thinking about what would happen if I quit then. Well, what I mean is, what if I snapped and ran away? Obviously, I couldn't fend for myself given how I was back then, but what if I twisted it around? What if I ran to someone that I could open up to..? Someone who could connect with me on a personal level?
Someone like Xavier.
I mean, I literally made him in this random one-off story that turned into an entire anthology series...thing. I don't know why I'm thinking like this, maybe it's college getting to me already and my mind is making me look back on my life for some sort of epiphany. Either way, it's nagging at me and I want to know if I should go for it. I'm already in the middle of another story, but maybe I can give this a try once that's done...and after a small break, of course.
