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Lonliness..
7 years ago
Sooo yea.. at work last night, somewhere shortly before first break, I was overcome with the sudden feeling of lonliness.. and the realization that I'm not getting any younger and might be always be alone.
It's odd, because it never bothered me before.. in fact, I was probably a bit too content about those facts. Then all of a sudden there, I have no idea what happened. It actually took effort to not break down and weep.
I haven't felt.. sadness? depression? I dunno.. in SO long..
I'm feeling better now, but damn..
It's odd, because it never bothered me before.. in fact, I was probably a bit too content about those facts. Then all of a sudden there, I have no idea what happened. It actually took effort to not break down and weep.
I haven't felt.. sadness? depression? I dunno.. in SO long..
I'm feeling better now, but damn..
What do you think triggered it? Just thinking about getting older or seeing happy couples around?
I'm pretty sure it was the supportive aspect of having someone else, you know? Like during hard times, someone to hold and provide comfort...
Why my brain decided to jump onto that and focus on it, I have no idea. But yea, that was definitely it.
I do hope that you find someone to be there for you as a friend or more. We all need a safety net we can fall back on eventually. I wish you the absolute best.
And thank you. ♥
In any case, I do wish you the absolute best and you're welcome to poke me on tele or in notes if you ever start getting that lonely feeling again. I'm always happy to be a helpful hoss.
But hey, those who are important to us are there to help us when we feel alone, right? *Hugs* If you ever need to talk or such, feel free to poke
I'm better... just an odd mishap of the brain for some reason. Though I have a suspicion such 'mishaps' might happen more frequently as time passes.
And thank you.
♥♥