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Sometimes I think... / A veces Pienso....
16 years ago
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Version en español mas abajo ;P.
[English]
Sometimes I start to think if I wrote the prologue of "Esperanza" (Hope) because of a particular of emotion or feeling inside my heart or something like that. Sometimes I ask myself if that sea of darkness was a place that my heart went through sometime in the past or if it was something that happened a long long time ago.
Anyway, is a feeling I got when I get depressed, after a lot of fighting and struggle with myself I was able to transfer that to a piece of paper and create that Prologue, that little page and a half... somewhere back in August 2008.
In a few words, I described an emotion that drowns and sinks a person in a sea of darkness where nothing seems to go on with the exception of one, that only get deeper and deeper into that sea of darkness.
I wonder, if that had to be with me in some part or if I unconsciously wanted to say something behind those dark and lonely words, even now I don't know it for sure, the only thing that maybe I can tell to myself... is that whenever I feel bad I remember that deep within yourself, you can find an infinite void.
All this reminds me that there are people around one, and with those people that love you, you can always realize everything and come out swimming in the end.
These where thoughts that came up to my mind suddenly, and I needed to write them down somewhere.
About hope, well everything is kind of halted but the story is slowly taking shape in my head, I'm creating small plots that are joining together in something bigger, this is a very slow process and there still many gaps in my plot line, but I want to work until I get something I can feel proud about and something that I'm happy with in the end.
Definitely among all the upside downs, this is something I really want to go ahead with!
Anyway I wanted to change the mood of the last journal entry (I didn't translated it to English, but it was something bad)
A few notes exclusively to this entry: I'm working on the translated version of the Prologue, but since its told in a special way... I don't want to ruin it with the translation so I will have to sit down and work on that for a few hours before I get something decent done.
anyway that is everything :D
Salu2
Poli
[Spanish/Español]
A veces me pongo a pensar si al momento de escribir el prologo de esperanza... lo hice por algun sentimiento en particular en mi corazon, a veces me pregunto si en definitiva ese mar de oscuridad no es algun lugar donde mi corazon estuvo alguna vez o si fue algo que paso en un tiempo lejano.
De cualquier forma, es una sensacion que siento cuando me deprimo, despues de muchisimo luchar conmigo mismo pude plasmarla en ese prologo, en esa pequeña pagina y media... alla por agosto del 2008
En pocas palabras describi una emocion que ahoga y hunde en un mar de oscuridad donde nada avanza salvo por uno mismo que se hunde mas y mas en ese mar de oscuridad.
Me pregunto, si habra tenido que ver en parte conmigo o si inconcientemente plasme algo detras de esas palabras oscuras llenas de soledad, es al dia de hoy que no lo se con seguridad, lo unico que tal vez puedo decirme a mi mismo... es que cada vez que me siento mal recuerdo que en el fondo de uno se puede encontrar un vacio infinito.
todo esto me lleva a recordarme a su vez que es uno rodeado de las personas que mas nos quieren el que, en definitiva, se da cuenta y puede salir a flote.
Son simples pensamientos que me vinieron a la mente ahora y necesita escribirlos de alguna forma.
Sobre Esperanza, esta todo parado, pero cada dia avanzo un poco mas en la historia en si... al menos en mi cabeza, pequeñas tramas toman forma y se entrelazan de a poco, hay muchisimos vacios en la historia todavia pero quiero dejar algo con lo que pueda estar satisfecho y orgulloso :).
Definitivamente con sus altos y bajos, es un proyecto que estoy dispuesto a llevar adelante!.
Nada mas, queria cambiar el tono depre del ultimo journal y decidi con una reflexion iba a ser lo ideal :).
Salu2
Poli
PD: Me refiero a este prologo si no lo leiste tdv ;P: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2343171
[English]
Sometimes I start to think if I wrote the prologue of "Esperanza" (Hope) because of a particular of emotion or feeling inside my heart or something like that. Sometimes I ask myself if that sea of darkness was a place that my heart went through sometime in the past or if it was something that happened a long long time ago.
Anyway, is a feeling I got when I get depressed, after a lot of fighting and struggle with myself I was able to transfer that to a piece of paper and create that Prologue, that little page and a half... somewhere back in August 2008.
In a few words, I described an emotion that drowns and sinks a person in a sea of darkness where nothing seems to go on with the exception of one, that only get deeper and deeper into that sea of darkness.
I wonder, if that had to be with me in some part or if I unconsciously wanted to say something behind those dark and lonely words, even now I don't know it for sure, the only thing that maybe I can tell to myself... is that whenever I feel bad I remember that deep within yourself, you can find an infinite void.
All this reminds me that there are people around one, and with those people that love you, you can always realize everything and come out swimming in the end.
These where thoughts that came up to my mind suddenly, and I needed to write them down somewhere.
About hope, well everything is kind of halted but the story is slowly taking shape in my head, I'm creating small plots that are joining together in something bigger, this is a very slow process and there still many gaps in my plot line, but I want to work until I get something I can feel proud about and something that I'm happy with in the end.
Definitely among all the upside downs, this is something I really want to go ahead with!
Anyway I wanted to change the mood of the last journal entry (I didn't translated it to English, but it was something bad)
A few notes exclusively to this entry: I'm working on the translated version of the Prologue, but since its told in a special way... I don't want to ruin it with the translation so I will have to sit down and work on that for a few hours before I get something decent done.
anyway that is everything :D
Salu2
Poli
[Spanish/Español]
A veces me pongo a pensar si al momento de escribir el prologo de esperanza... lo hice por algun sentimiento en particular en mi corazon, a veces me pregunto si en definitiva ese mar de oscuridad no es algun lugar donde mi corazon estuvo alguna vez o si fue algo que paso en un tiempo lejano.
De cualquier forma, es una sensacion que siento cuando me deprimo, despues de muchisimo luchar conmigo mismo pude plasmarla en ese prologo, en esa pequeña pagina y media... alla por agosto del 2008
En pocas palabras describi una emocion que ahoga y hunde en un mar de oscuridad donde nada avanza salvo por uno mismo que se hunde mas y mas en ese mar de oscuridad.
Me pregunto, si habra tenido que ver en parte conmigo o si inconcientemente plasme algo detras de esas palabras oscuras llenas de soledad, es al dia de hoy que no lo se con seguridad, lo unico que tal vez puedo decirme a mi mismo... es que cada vez que me siento mal recuerdo que en el fondo de uno se puede encontrar un vacio infinito.
todo esto me lleva a recordarme a su vez que es uno rodeado de las personas que mas nos quieren el que, en definitiva, se da cuenta y puede salir a flote.
Son simples pensamientos que me vinieron a la mente ahora y necesita escribirlos de alguna forma.
Sobre Esperanza, esta todo parado, pero cada dia avanzo un poco mas en la historia en si... al menos en mi cabeza, pequeñas tramas toman forma y se entrelazan de a poco, hay muchisimos vacios en la historia todavia pero quiero dejar algo con lo que pueda estar satisfecho y orgulloso :).
Definitivamente con sus altos y bajos, es un proyecto que estoy dispuesto a llevar adelante!.
Nada mas, queria cambiar el tono depre del ultimo journal y decidi con una reflexion iba a ser lo ideal :).
Salu2
Poli
PD: Me refiero a este prologo si no lo leiste tdv ;P: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2343171
gracias por el abrazo es apreciado aun siendo un completo extraño ;3!
gracias por el cumplido :D
Salu2
para ese momento nu te conociaa, asi q nu, no lo leii dx!!
wee...
ahi vooy a leerloo =3!!
-HUGS!-