gonna make this fast, sorta

i got my new computer recently,
but now my finances will be super tight for a long time probably

gonna be left with like 75$ of personal spending money per month after I buy my meds, pet supplies, etc..
so the 75$ per month will be going towards refunding my current commission list

this is going to be a slow process, but it's getting started and I'll be working on fixing my mistakes/errors on this whole issue, as well

i kept telling myself to keep trying, but I'm not getting anywhere.. 😂
it's been like this for a while now and when all of this is done,
I'm gonna be drawing for myself and slowing down a lot on commissions 😞

this journal is so messy and needed to be written sooner,
but I'm honestly not okay and this is hurting my performance/well-being /:
none of this is fair towards my commissioners, either..
need to fix all of this and take care of myself


disabling comments for this journal..

btw: refunds may push faster if I can actually sit down, draw, and y'know... not take months and actually communicate lol

we'll see how things go..