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Hey you guys
7 years ago
Kinda feelin' really down at the moment.
I ended up getting sick and I'm on my period and I bleed VERY heavily so that didn't mix well.I had a raging fever to the point where I tried to take a lukewarm bath and literal steam was coming off my skin.
I ended up falling asleep once I got out and..I regret falling asleep so much.
My kitten's dead now because I couldn't stay awake and I hate myself for it.She fell in between the space between the wall and my bed,I had to pry her little body out and she only lived for maybe a bit longer after that.One of my sisters had me come in to check on her and she was gone.My uncles already buried her but it still hurts so much.
Drawing's helped me cope so far though,which I guess is a good thing,and I've got my grandma keeping an eye on me.
I ended up getting sick and I'm on my period and I bleed VERY heavily so that didn't mix well.I had a raging fever to the point where I tried to take a lukewarm bath and literal steam was coming off my skin.
I ended up falling asleep once I got out and..I regret falling asleep so much.
My kitten's dead now because I couldn't stay awake and I hate myself for it.She fell in between the space between the wall and my bed,I had to pry her little body out and she only lived for maybe a bit longer after that.One of my sisters had me come in to check on her and she was gone.My uncles already buried her but it still hurts so much.
Drawing's helped me cope so far though,which I guess is a good thing,and I've got my grandma keeping an eye on me.
Namitna
~namitna
My condolences for your loss, but please don't feel guilty and don't hate yourselfe. Nothing happened on purpose.
XxCheezyWheezyxX
~xxcheezywheezyxx
OP
I know but I can't help but feel a little guilty.Although I'm feeling a bit better,not much but it's a start.I've taken comfort in the fact that she was somewhere safe and warm and comfortable when she passed and was surrounded by people that loved her dearly.
