I believe you, sweetie :) you're doing a great job

I try my best to live down to everyone's expectations of me.

*Hugs*

You come first, Pandora. Take your time, keep yourself well. That's what we want to see. <3

*hugs so much!* its very, very understandable! take care of yourself, sweetie!

I wish you to get better !

we are here if you need any help

oh gosh you, don't add to your stress any more than you need to by thinking you're under any sort of obligation to do things which you're supposed to be enjoying! That's a fast track to misery town, it's not nice there. :c
People will understand if you're overwhelmed or if life just kicks you or if you really just need some time to re-energize. People aren't heartless. ...And the ones that do act that way aren't worth your time anyway.

Take all the time you need. I hope things sort themselves out nicely.
Maybe contemplate finding another job if your current one is making you lose all your will to even show up. Especially if it's for reasons that your managers won't listen to. (or they're the problem in the first place... which is dreadfully common....)

There's nothing somebody like me can do for you though so I'll just wish for things to clear up for you. >w<