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[IMPRORTANT NOTE] REFUNDS! [ATTENTION]
7 years ago
Hello FurAffinity.
It's been 8-9 months since the last time I was here. There were a lot of things going on in my life and one of them was constant fear and horror to come in here and deal with the problem. The problem that I owe you all art has destroyed your faith in me and hid from you.
I want to tell you honestly, I was afraid to face the truth and tried to save one large sum to give it to all those who are waiting. I was afraid to come and tell you the truth, that I can neither make art nor pay back.
I was afraid to admit my mistakes and hoped that I could save and come here. And I knew from the start that my reputation would turn black.
I am a bad man. I made a big mistake in trying to hide from you (although I didn’t hide much, Twitter accounts, Steam, Instagram, the same name was changed). This is a terrible feeling when people write to you and you can do nothing. No, I did not break my arms, lay in a coma, and nothing serious that would prevent me from drawing would happen. But I’m just not in a position to draw more anthro or furry, because I don’t have any love for it. I used to like it, but it's my fault. When you take more orders and do not fulfill them - you drive yourself into a debt trap. But besides the debt trap, terrible stress began to put pressure on me because I was not able to do what was expected of me.
I am a bad person and you have the right to hate me. And nothing will fix it.
But I want to tell you all those who persistently wait and believe, or hate. All those who paid me for the work will get their money back. And I will never work on FA again. And also with this kind of orders, because I can not cope with them.
Including from the 10th of November, I begin a massive payment of debts.
https://trello.com/b/QF5yT1XC/art
Here you can see all person, who I remember ever commission me. Now I havent any PP account and cant have. So, I can sent money right now a small amount of people, who can accept payment by SWIFT (or wire) transaction. Thats means only commission more than ~100$.
That means too - I dont have any PP emails that ordered commissions from me. In the coming days, I will send messages to everyone on the list who will not see this journal. I will also duplicate it several times.
You can write to me in private messages, or here in the comments. In any case, ALL who ordered will receive a notification with a question about refund.
I'm a bad person, and this is not correct. But I do not want to remain a crook in your eyes, because for me the FA was the place where I liked to draw. Now it is not so and hatred is everywhere. I agree.
But being a cheater is not me. Sorry for deception of trust.
I will not do this anymore, because for me there will be no more trust
But I'm incredibly thankful that you reached out and notified us on what is happening. <3
I reached out to you a few times, and if you are willing, I will keep up doing so, because I do enjoy talking to you, even if it's not about art. <3
I wish you the best of luck with whatever you will choose to do in the future though. <3
<3 Inc, you are incredibly good to me! But I still have to give you a big dragon. Since there is not one I am obliged to do this.
But nevertheless, I will give you for everything else that you paid me. Because your trust in me is too great, I can't continue to be an ass.
And aaahh, I try, haha. ;3; Oh gosh, only if you're sure though, I mean... If you feel like it, I'd love it, but I wouldn't want you to force yourself anymore. <3
But also what Free-Opium said, they typed most of it so much better than I ever could. ;v;
In russian
Ты молодец что написала это. Это сильный поступок взрослого человека. Жаль что для этого потребовался пинок извне, но возможно это было лучшим решением. Я знала твое отношение к фурри и мне было грустно смотреть на то как ты делаешь то чего не любишь.
В моей жизни был один человек который открыл мне глаза (он до сих пор со мной и я его люблю, Norad привет)) он показал мне что молчание и попытки скрыться никогда не приводят к хорошему результату. У меня были ужасные проблемы с учебой и работой, он заставил меня прийти в университет и вытерпеть дискомфорт от того что мне скажут и того что со мной будет. Но все оказалось лучше. Я смогла рассказать заказчикам о ситуации и они дали мне время. Я смогла рассказать преподавателям и смогла остаться в университете. Скрываться - не выход.
Я надеюсь что мы продолжим иногда общаться. Ты мне нравишься и я хочу пожелать тебе удачи
in english
You're doing fine that you wrote it. This is a strong act of an adult people. It is a pity that this required a "kick" from the outside, but perhaps it was the best solution. I knew your attitude towards the furry and I was sad to see how you do something you don't like.
In my life there was one person who opened my eyes (he is still with me and I love him, Hi Norad if you read it)) he showed me that silence and attempts to hide never lead to a good result. I had terrible problems with my studies and work, he made me come to the university and suffer the discomfort of what they tell me and what will happen to me. But everything turned out better. I was able to tell customers about the situation and they gave me time. I was able to tell the teachers and was able to stay at the university. Hiding is not an good option.
I hope that we will continue to communicate sometimes.
I like you and I want to wish you good luck
Да, нужно было перестать бояться и надеятся, что смогу решить это позже. Но тем не менее, по итогу я получаю от аудитории ФА и части русского поддержку и понимание. Да я дурак, но я стараюсь это изменить. Хоть как-то.
Единственное что, мои нервы сдали и я пока не в состоянии заходить вк.
It is sad to see you go but I hope I'll be able to follow you elsewhere!
I just want draw something else, I dont hate or blame anthro or furry, just lil bit tired and very much stressed. So, its my fault - this situation!
I still have twitter for pixel art (just changed my name, same account). So if you want I can give you link for it, but I draw rarely so :c
<3
So I understand why you did these things. I won't ask for a refund but could I just get what you have done for that skeleton dragon? I am sorry that life has been getting to you like this but you have friends here who do care about you.
Also sorry if this is garbled I used Google Translate.
Привет, я могу понять давление всех желающих сделать вашу лучшую работу для них дешевой и как можно быстрее, так что я не расстроен этим, или даже вы отрывались от него. Если вы продолжаете делать то же самое каждый день, даже если это то, что вы любите делать, вам со временем станет скучно / расстроено, поэтому я тоже это пойму. что меня огорчает то, что вы не разговаривали с людьми здесь, людьми, которые могли бы понять и попытались помочь, если это возможно.
Поэтому я понимаю, почему вы это делали. Я не буду требовать возврата, но могу ли я получить то, что вы сделали для этого скелетного дракона? Мне жаль, что жизнь дошла до вас, но у вас есть друзья, которые заботятся о вас.
Также жаль, если это искажено, я использовал Google Translate.
I... Just look how many good people on FA and feel myself like a very bad guy who cant take this problem and resolve it, but, but. I already sent part of refunds and its makes me feel better.
And thank you for your words, its very important for me in such situation <3
I sent you PSD file with dragon (60% of dragon finished, 60% of anhtro form finished too) in Notes.
The commission I paid for can be found here: -- https://trello.com/c/n6SIzoMZ -- and here -- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24303257/ --
It was for 2 of my Dragon girl OC's (not furry anthro, but Human)
I would still very much like the art, but if you cant/wont do it, I understand and will take my refund.
The amount I paid was about 70 USD, which is under 100, so I don't know how or what course of action should be taken to send it back.
Thank you for comment! I still sending notes (when have money to pay refunds), so its better when customers answer me or sending a message by themselvs!
Under 100 - its okay, more than 100$ its not for PP transaction. My friend help me with payments one time in a month so I will try to send you refund ~10-12 December or if I have problem with that - 10-12 January.
Just sent me in notes your PP! (I lost all mails, because my PP blocked, but its fair)
I'll admit that I was and still am very unhappy with how this all went down at the time, though it is somewhat reassuring to see you here at least trying to make right. I hope all is well.
Thanks for writing to me on your own. I try to write to people as far as possible to give money. I have already given half of the orders in the form of refunds, so I gradually give up the remaining half.
Since 2 of the 12 artworks were made, and their amount is $ 70, I will refund you $ 280. Only with one but, in two payments, in January I give quite a lot of money, so I will pay you $ 150 on January 10-12 (just MUST give me your PayPal, otherwise I will not be able to send until February, mine PP account is blocked).
And the remaining 130 $ 10-12 February. I know that I left the ugly responsibility for having run away from the FA. But I gradually try to figure it out. I am sorry again(
My paypal is kaelryn.silverleaf[at]gmail.com ~
Thanks again, and happy holidays!
It will not make me good, but people will get their money back and for someone my example will be an experience. At least for myself
Sorry again for my unprofessional at art :c