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Kizzneth "weekly" update (K-wu)
7 years ago
And the fusky spaketh
yes I'm alive still. had some scares that would have left me to the contrary but despite that I'm still here.
Art has... not been going well. As you could all probably tell by the lack of it on pretty much any gallery of mine. Essentially I blamed art for me getting in trouble in canada as the art I got in trouble over I had as refs for future art I wanted to do with them... ergo, the fault of my art. But I've been fighting through that trying to keep myself doing art. Mostly it's just impulse stuff and even then I can't finish anything... the pic today was the first thing I've finished in over a month.
That being said I do have outstanding commissions to several furs and I am eternally grateful for your patience. I need to sit down and think of a treat for you all for being so understanding of me and I still have everything and fully intend to do the work I've been commissioned to do. I will come through even after hell and some high water (it's been raining a lot where I'm living.)
As far as my personal side of life is going. I've become a cook at a buffet and recently got promoted to doing the asian foods which has been a blast. I'm getting paid fairly well and I recently got benefits.
I am going to be going to see a therapist asap.
At the behest of many of my close and not as close friends and many others I'm going to suck it up and go see a therapist (I still don't think they can help but will see) My issues have grown worse since the whole canada thing and the long distance relationship is really cutting into me.
let's see... I make enough now through work that I got a car. is nice to be able to drive myself around. It's a 2010 Subaru Impreza. I wanted a WRX STI model but hell nu I can't afford that atm. so hopefully next time. This car is nice though. It has heated windshield wipers. Bow before me peasants.
Currently I'm saving up to get an apartment of my own. not going to well yet but hopefully the new budget Mistress helped me set out will get me to my goal soon (also if I stop buying sex toys. >.< )
I've also started making plans to go to AC 2019 to give me something to look forward to.
And I've been saving money on the side to potentially get my first fursuit <3
That's about it for now... I hope to get the gallery a bit more full in the coming months...
oh oh! big thing. I've been exercising again. back up to running 3 miles... at times >.> still not doing it as often as I should be but I have hit a goal I set for myself putting me at the lowest weight I've been at in 8 years. (and like hell I'm telling you what that weight is :p ) I'm trying my best to keep at the diet and keep losing weight so I can hit my final goal and be the lowest weight I've been in my 'adult' life.
TL:DR doing well but having issues, hopefully going to AC 19, exercising to be a slim fusky and so far doing well at it, got a sexy car (not as sexy as I wanted but still nice) working as a chef, got health benefits and seeing therapist asap, saving for apartment and fursuit, I'm still alive
Art has... not been going well. As you could all probably tell by the lack of it on pretty much any gallery of mine. Essentially I blamed art for me getting in trouble in canada as the art I got in trouble over I had as refs for future art I wanted to do with them... ergo, the fault of my art. But I've been fighting through that trying to keep myself doing art. Mostly it's just impulse stuff and even then I can't finish anything... the pic today was the first thing I've finished in over a month.
That being said I do have outstanding commissions to several furs and I am eternally grateful for your patience. I need to sit down and think of a treat for you all for being so understanding of me and I still have everything and fully intend to do the work I've been commissioned to do. I will come through even after hell and some high water (it's been raining a lot where I'm living.)
As far as my personal side of life is going. I've become a cook at a buffet and recently got promoted to doing the asian foods which has been a blast. I'm getting paid fairly well and I recently got benefits.
I am going to be going to see a therapist asap.
At the behest of many of my close and not as close friends and many others I'm going to suck it up and go see a therapist (I still don't think they can help but will see) My issues have grown worse since the whole canada thing and the long distance relationship is really cutting into me.
let's see... I make enough now through work that I got a car. is nice to be able to drive myself around. It's a 2010 Subaru Impreza. I wanted a WRX STI model but hell nu I can't afford that atm. so hopefully next time. This car is nice though. It has heated windshield wipers. Bow before me peasants.
Currently I'm saving up to get an apartment of my own. not going to well yet but hopefully the new budget Mistress helped me set out will get me to my goal soon (also if I stop buying sex toys. >.< )
I've also started making plans to go to AC 2019 to give me something to look forward to.
And I've been saving money on the side to potentially get my first fursuit <3
That's about it for now... I hope to get the gallery a bit more full in the coming months...
oh oh! big thing. I've been exercising again. back up to running 3 miles... at times >.> still not doing it as often as I should be but I have hit a goal I set for myself putting me at the lowest weight I've been at in 8 years. (and like hell I'm telling you what that weight is :p ) I'm trying my best to keep at the diet and keep losing weight so I can hit my final goal and be the lowest weight I've been in my 'adult' life.
TL:DR doing well but having issues, hopefully going to AC 19, exercising to be a slim fusky and so far doing well at it, got a sexy car (not as sexy as I wanted but still nice) working as a chef, got health benefits and seeing therapist asap, saving for apartment and fursuit, I'm still alive
I'm glad you're gonna see someone. It really helps sometimes. It helped me.
If you ever wanna chat about anything, you've got me on telegram.