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It's been rough..
7 years ago
I've never been good at posting on social media crap.. Or even with talking with people at all, lately its like the mental wall I had built as a child and started to tear down over time is starting to rebuild its self all over again....
Complete disconnect, aided by all the bullshit that keeps piling up and stacking higher with the pain that gets so bad that it makes me pass out and wake up on and off... I feel spent again, like I used all my creativity early on so now I used it all up.. As the saying goes, "The brightest bulb burns the fastest".. But my bulb has existed so long completely cracked by life..
Why am I writing this...? …Idk why... idk if this is what people do on stupid social media sites...
On the bright side, I'm almost at 100 subscribers on YouTube... Once a "newer" channel gets 100 or more subs, they can make a custom URL for their channel... 97 at the moment, need three more.. Just didn't want to end this on all negative points..
Complete disconnect, aided by all the bullshit that keeps piling up and stacking higher with the pain that gets so bad that it makes me pass out and wake up on and off... I feel spent again, like I used all my creativity early on so now I used it all up.. As the saying goes, "The brightest bulb burns the fastest".. But my bulb has existed so long completely cracked by life..
Why am I writing this...? …Idk why... idk if this is what people do on stupid social media sites...
On the bright side, I'm almost at 100 subscribers on YouTube... Once a "newer" channel gets 100 or more subs, they can make a custom URL for their channel... 97 at the moment, need three more.. Just didn't want to end this on all negative points..
