so much. (edit: happy) crying. fdklslkjgfkjdhrdgdfhgjfdjf
7 years ago
ajkfadgkjd i can't even get through a couple comments before i burst into tears dfskjgjkd I'M CRYING RIGHT NOW I JUST. you are all so. so so. so amazing. I might be slow to replying to all your comments cause I'm writing through gross sobs but dsjggddsd I haven't cried this long in a while and all of the tears are happy.... it feels so good to feel something so genuine as this, without any fog or filter, I can't fathom the response you've all given me, I've hid from you all for so long and to finally crawl out of the hole and see the light, I'm just. blessed. I don't even know what to say! I'm just crying. I just want to make everyone i meet so happy and pay forward all the good that has been done to me because I TRULY believed for YEARS that I was just. not worth this world. I'm so happy I held on. I want to be a better person now that i've had this second chance at life and I'm no longer running from my destiny! I've suffered the worst abuses of this fandom and some pretty heinous abuse in real life but I still haven't let it stop me! I really wanted to. I really really really wanted to give up and act out in revenge and vengeance but I realized that would make me just as evil as the devil depression that pulled me under. I'm not seeking to rule hell. I'm not seeking to rule anything, I just want to be happy and share it with people and help others do the same. This is my dream! without the weight of my demons, even if one person believes in me, there is nothing i cannot do!!!
Now that that's established, I'm gonna keep reading and replying to your comments and wiping tears and blowing snot and just generally being the juiciest-faced creature on this planet atm cuz damn. u guys.
(i'll read these comments too but there's SO MANY i still have to read so I won't be able to reply to everyone this journal, just know i will read them like i read every nice comment i get!!!!!!! <333333 asjkafhagja woke up from a fever dream into eden somehow?????? that's how it feels sajkgdgdfsafffffffffff)
Now that that's established, I'm gonna keep reading and replying to your comments and wiping tears and blowing snot and just generally being the juiciest-faced creature on this planet atm cuz damn. u guys.
(i'll read these comments too but there's SO MANY i still have to read so I won't be able to reply to everyone this journal, just know i will read them like i read every nice comment i get!!!!!!! <333333 asjkafhagja woke up from a fever dream into eden somehow?????? that's how it feels sajkgdgdfsafffffffffff)
You're an amazing person and deserve all the amazing things in life to happen to you.
So you keep crying those happy tears and I'll get you some extra towels <3
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The most important is to learn about our mistakes and overcome those. I'm glad to hear about you again, and remember, here will always find people support you, people love you, and people will be always waiting toto rgive you a hug and a shoulder when you need.
I wish you only the best this world can give, and I hope your life will full of happiness and good memories, I'm really glad to know and hear about you.
Thanks for letting us know, and talk, I know it's hard but everything is ok.
Again I wish you only the best, have a nice weekend ♥
I even linked you in a tweet thread I made involving people who’ve inspired me. I’m really glad that you’re back and feeling happy. The happiness of my friends is all I ever truly want.
Merry Christmas or Happy Holidays, whichever you prefer. I hope you continue to have many wonderful and happy days.
You do SO MUCH even when you probably dont even REALISE IT HAPPENED like thank you for existing and im so glad people are giving back to you now !! you're an inspiration!
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Welcome back, dear! >www<
Never forget thats its ok to fail as long as you dont give up. I will always believe in you as im sure many others here do too. Im so happy you held on too and found your happiness.
Keep on living and being happy <3 You got my love and support :D
Sorry, I'm not native English user, but I tried to express my emotions. We love you, Falvie <3
I'm so happy for you! <3 <3 <3
I think you needed AND deserved this warm welcome!
(and dang, what a flood of comments ^^ definitly takes time to answer those xD)
i have no idea if you're someone i've ever met.
(both possibilities exist and i have no idea which is more likely)
happy to hear from you again and glad you're still around.
Glad to hear you're doing better
Embrace the positive feelings and take good care of yourself!
<3
:)
Here's some fitting music to blast. Glad to hear you're in a good mood!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hj2vU2nr5Jw
I have watched your art for years and you are my favorite artist! Started out over on DA and recently followed you here.