As a Male to Female trans it makes me sick with all the bull shit going on right now. With how many people freaking out on what you need to do to start HRT and become the opposite gender. ITS THIS WAY FOR A FUCKING REASON YOU FUCKS. And at the end of the day when you write it down on the steps you need to take to start HRT its a fucking cake walk.

1) Go to your GP say "I want to be female" Or "I want to be Male"

2) they recommend you to an Endocrinologist.

3) They say you need to be 'evaluated' a.k.a you go see a therapist and psychiatrist

4)go see said peoples.

5) Repeat phrase in step one

6) take the papers they give you back to the endocrinologist.

7) get blood work

8) start HRT

Boom, fucking done in fact the most stressful part about ALLLLL of that? The blood work in the end because im not going to lie there are a number of things they could have turned me away on. Diabetes with my allergies, iffy heart, over all bad health to the point of being disabled yeah they could have been like "Nope you're sick as fuck bye bye!" And thrown me out. Every single one of these steps is VERY necessary to going through HRT right. Its not joke, it's dangerous Hormones control a hell of a lot in your body and throwing them out of wack with out doctors and medical check ups on the regular is a serious danger to your health AND metal state. My friends can back me up on that one, i've cried and been historical on multiple occasions sense i started HRT where as before HRT i hadnt cried in years close to a decade actually, and laughing was just out of the question at least the "i cant fucking breathe that was so funny type of laughing." And now im doing both fairly regularly and im actually happy. I smile to myself as i see my body changing. HRT is NOT something you should just sprint through or just go "Eh i'll by some hormones off the internet and wing it" I SAY AGAIN THESE STEPS ARE HERE FOR A REASON! Now that being said, from start to finish it was about eh 8 months from step 1 to step 8 and all the insurance complications to boot which, again is a very small amount of time when most of it is just waiting for doctors appointments. "But what if i cant afford all of those doctors appointments?!" I hear you yelling at me. "Well tough shit." Is my answer. "Just because you need something in this world doesnt mean you can afford it. Yeah its fucked, no its not fair, and in a just and perfect world, well guess what you'd have been born in the gender and body you wanted in the first place."

Now onto my second point that i see and hear going around "Trans rights are human rights." *clears throat* Bullshit. Most of the things you're asking to make legal are not only sexual offenses but have been sense the invention of segregated bathrooms a.k.a male and female bathrooms. And just fucking sit back and think about what would be required for a trans to prove they are trans just to use said bathrooms. Paperwork and even more shit we'd have to deal with and for what?! So you can use a filthy ass fucking germ infesting shitting spot in the opposite sexes bathroom, really?! YOU GO AROUND BITCHING ABOUT ALL THE SHIT YOU HAVE TO DO JUST TO START HRT AND YOU WANT TO GO THROUGH EVEN MORE?! Seriously, WHAT. THE. FUCK. ARE. YOU. PEOPLE. THINKING?! Jesus fucking lord hell fuck you guys are morons. As someone that has avoided public bathrooms sense kinder garden its insanely easy to do in fact, i havent used a public rest room in my day to day life sense god i was like 5. The only times i use one of those fucking things is when i either have a choice of pissing myself or using the public bathroom, you'd be surprised how hard that question is for me to answer. And allegedly i may or may not have pissed behind a dumpster once or twice....Praise the lord baby jesus for my mothers teachings hahaha X3 Anyway, now i hear you asking. "What about shitting??" "Well my dear lads, when i went to go pick up my S-15 jimmy, i didn't shit for 3 days." When you are legit fearful or uncomfortable with the thought of something you can do incredible things to avoid said things.

In fact that brings me to a point i didnt actually think to bring up. Both my Endo doc and my psychiatrist said "You know this could kill you." and my response was. "And?" They just nodded and smiled after that. I dont care that HRT could turn sour and kill me i honestly dont, im on a road that will lead me to becoming a girl, something i've wanted sense birth, its literally my first memory. sitting on the edge of my bed looking up at the stars wishing, praying, hoping to be a girl and now im on a road that could take me there. And at the end of the day. "Trans rights are human rights" is pointless, why? Because HRT only takes a few years before its finished. And if you've gone X amount of time being the opposite gender and doing all that, a few years should be a cake walk to wait to do what you want legally anyway right? I mean lets be real, if im walking about with breasts long hair girly cloths no bulge in my pants etc, no-one is going to take a second glance if i walk into the women's bathroom. Hell even before i started HRT i've been mistaken for a girl more times then i can count. Hell there was one time i even had a fucking BEARD and was wearing "man cloths" and this guy walks up to me looking at my side he could see my beard and straight up asked. "Hey miss can i ask you a question." and i was like. "Yeah sure." Of course once i opened my mouth and turned to the guuy he was like. "Holy shit you're a guy!" Anway moral of the stories are, ITS FUCKING EASY TO BECOME THE OPPOSITE GENDER AND IF FOR ONE SECOND YOU CALL YOURSELF A TRANSGENDER AND WONT EVEN CONSIDER HRT OR "BOTTOM SURGERY" YOU ARENT A TRANSGENDER YOU WANT FUCKING ATTENTION AND YOU NEED TO HAVE YOUR TEETH KICKED IN WITH A FLAMING ENGINE BLOCK!!

There i said whats been on my mind for well a long time, hope everyone is having a good holiday season, feel free to hate me~ X3