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Update!!!!!! I've finally returned!
7 years ago
Alright, let's keep this update as brief as possible, while still filling everyone in.
1) 5 months or so ago I moved in with my partner. Some of his family moved in with us and it became a HUGE cluster fuck that was extremely mentally abusive to me. While he tried to put a stop to it, his family decided to spend over 4 months making my life a living hell. Constantly trash talking me to and behind my back, and even going as far as attacking me publicly on grocery trips and on facebook. I spent 4 months feeling like I was a prisoner in our bedroom, and did not feel safe leaving it. Because of this I now suffer from massive panic attacks, and other issues.
2) We finally managed to move out of that situation together about a week ago. We are still unpacking but I finally feel like I'm able to relax a little. I no longer feel like I'm locked in a room and I don't jump at every single sound now (just every other one...).
3) Moving twice in 5 months has put me in a pretty bad financial bind. Even though I managed to get the prior mentioned hospital bill erased due to my lower income, I'm now $1500 in debt from having to move TWICE in 5 months. And the last one being right before Christmas means this year won't be very cheerful around the house as I'm trying to save everywhere I can.
4) If that wasn't bad enough, today at work my phone screen got shattered, so that's another $130-$150 I have to come up with NOW, as my phone is very much needed for both my job and my personal life.
So, where does that leave us today?
1) I'm back. yay? I hope?
2) I want to go back to making adopts and doing YCH, but that will have to wait. I promised a very dear friend of mine art a long time ago, and until I've finished Alpha's art, and started on the egg adopts again I owe people from like a year ago, nothing else is getting touched. Alpha, I am so very very sorry that it's taken this long to get to them, but I WILL begin working on them early next week. I want to have at least one done for you before Christmas if not both.
3) Right now, the biggest thing I could hope for is support. And I don't mean financially. If you wanna help by buying adopts and such when i get back to them, epic. But I'm emotionally destroyed from the past several months, and I really just need some positive vibes in my life. My partner and my sub both help a lot, but my sub is in another state, and my partner isn't in a whole lot better shape then I am, as he fought with his family almost daily for months over how they were treating me. So he's also a bit traumatized from all this. He's doing his best to help me through it though.
So...guess you have an update? I'm back, and I'll try to be around more often from now on.
1) 5 months or so ago I moved in with my partner. Some of his family moved in with us and it became a HUGE cluster fuck that was extremely mentally abusive to me. While he tried to put a stop to it, his family decided to spend over 4 months making my life a living hell. Constantly trash talking me to and behind my back, and even going as far as attacking me publicly on grocery trips and on facebook. I spent 4 months feeling like I was a prisoner in our bedroom, and did not feel safe leaving it. Because of this I now suffer from massive panic attacks, and other issues.
2) We finally managed to move out of that situation together about a week ago. We are still unpacking but I finally feel like I'm able to relax a little. I no longer feel like I'm locked in a room and I don't jump at every single sound now (just every other one...).
3) Moving twice in 5 months has put me in a pretty bad financial bind. Even though I managed to get the prior mentioned hospital bill erased due to my lower income, I'm now $1500 in debt from having to move TWICE in 5 months. And the last one being right before Christmas means this year won't be very cheerful around the house as I'm trying to save everywhere I can.
4) If that wasn't bad enough, today at work my phone screen got shattered, so that's another $130-$150 I have to come up with NOW, as my phone is very much needed for both my job and my personal life.
So, where does that leave us today?
1) I'm back. yay? I hope?
2) I want to go back to making adopts and doing YCH, but that will have to wait. I promised a very dear friend of mine art a long time ago, and until I've finished Alpha's art, and started on the egg adopts again I owe people from like a year ago, nothing else is getting touched. Alpha, I am so very very sorry that it's taken this long to get to them, but I WILL begin working on them early next week. I want to have at least one done for you before Christmas if not both.
3) Right now, the biggest thing I could hope for is support. And I don't mean financially. If you wanna help by buying adopts and such when i get back to them, epic. But I'm emotionally destroyed from the past several months, and I really just need some positive vibes in my life. My partner and my sub both help a lot, but my sub is in another state, and my partner isn't in a whole lot better shape then I am, as he fought with his family almost daily for months over how they were treating me. So he's also a bit traumatized from all this. He's doing his best to help me through it though.
So...guess you have an update? I'm back, and I'll try to be around more often from now on.
TRAIN
~train
My prayers are with you both.
