i think this is the 3rd time medics toldme i was closer to the grave than to the living (there are a few more but thats another history, like when almost fell nape first into a nine inch nail pointing up) .... first one was a legionella, i dont remember much, juts that i went to the hospital in an ambulance, second was an infected cebaceous cist in my ear, and a few days anoher infected cebaceous cist (due ingrown beard) in my left cheek, i know that sound trivial, but for someone who had been under inmunodepressors for almost 25 years, even a flu can be a threath to me so a big infection that affected even the inside of my mouth and can eben expand to my blood.... o well... wathever, here i am, still kicking ass and chewing gum