I wanted to tell something in a journal, about my mental health and my productivity and... I got no answer to that.
I really miss doing what I did, but I cant go back to it either, so right now I feel like Im stuck in an empty void of nothingness.
To be fair, even though I lost the capability to use the FL Studio thing to male music, doesnt hurt me that much for some reason.
I mean, it still hurts I cant, and I miss it, but there has been always something else that felt better for me, which was writing.
I lost the capability to write new interesting stories for probably 2,5 years, I have done some, but those were always something Ive written before or I only did like 3 chapters and I forgot they exist, and now I just keep hoping for that one miracle that I can go back to writing...

I would like some feedback on what I wrote here today, I want to know how many people actually really follows me, it maybe sounds a bit selfish, but I just feel more appreciated that way, and less alone...
Some people to talk to would help me I guess.