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6 years ago
Greetings folks, it is been a long while, probably the longest. It is good to be back here writing to you all.
Some of you may have been wondering where I've been or what happened, well, least I can say is that I had some absurdly busy months since the second half of this year begun, being December one of the worst so far.
I wanted to go back to the surface much earlier but both inner and outer struggles kept me away from here. Been fighting ever since not to board depression train once again. A part of myself wanted to return while the other simply wanted to vanish and be gone from the realms of the internet.
Last week I had a nasty eye inflammation that compromised my already poor sight, I had to stay with my eyes closed most the time because they would itch and hurt badly, this followed with insomnia and a big heatwave came to my region contributed to make things a bit rougher than they already were.
I am writing this as a small attempt to make the brighter more positive part to appear and be in evidence, with that comes a small update. For a while I've been feeling bad for having a pile of unreplied messages, so I'll be dedicating some of my spare time to reply to as many messages as I can.
Holidays are coming and I am not looking forward for them as to me they lost the magic long ago, now it feels like only another commercial date with a forgotten meaning, I know to many it is the happiest time of the year but to me I am afraid there is not such a thing anymore.
When it comes to art, my busy schedule ate most of my creative time but I am still going forward with a few personal projects and commissions as well, just infinitely slower than I wanted. I thank the endless patience of my watchers and clients who waited and still wait for me, you've being really amazing <3.
Last but not least important, the situation where I live seems a bit calmer, we are yet to see what the next year will bring. Will do my best to keep you all updated and to those waiting for replies on notes and inquiries, just wanted to tell I didn't forget about you =).
Best wishes.
Some of you may have been wondering where I've been or what happened, well, least I can say is that I had some absurdly busy months since the second half of this year begun, being December one of the worst so far.
I wanted to go back to the surface much earlier but both inner and outer struggles kept me away from here. Been fighting ever since not to board depression train once again. A part of myself wanted to return while the other simply wanted to vanish and be gone from the realms of the internet.
Last week I had a nasty eye inflammation that compromised my already poor sight, I had to stay with my eyes closed most the time because they would itch and hurt badly, this followed with insomnia and a big heatwave came to my region contributed to make things a bit rougher than they already were.
I am writing this as a small attempt to make the brighter more positive part to appear and be in evidence, with that comes a small update. For a while I've been feeling bad for having a pile of unreplied messages, so I'll be dedicating some of my spare time to reply to as many messages as I can.
Holidays are coming and I am not looking forward for them as to me they lost the magic long ago, now it feels like only another commercial date with a forgotten meaning, I know to many it is the happiest time of the year but to me I am afraid there is not such a thing anymore.
When it comes to art, my busy schedule ate most of my creative time but I am still going forward with a few personal projects and commissions as well, just infinitely slower than I wanted. I thank the endless patience of my watchers and clients who waited and still wait for me, you've being really amazing <3.
Last but not least important, the situation where I live seems a bit calmer, we are yet to see what the next year will bring. Will do my best to keep you all updated and to those waiting for replies on notes and inquiries, just wanted to tell I didn't forget about you =).
Best wishes.
Take your time, and draw for us when you're feeling better. Best wishes for the holidays and the New Year!
There are more drawings baking, just need to reorganize myself to be productive again ^^;.
Hugs
Bunners
*hug*
and maybe you can find happiness again, even with all the commercialism around.
The way some things are handled usually make me sad but being sad is a choice, something I hope to fix in myself not to feel it again.
V.
Still, I am so pleased your doing your art and as I told another. Your now one of a few artists I'll commission for deer work as soon as I get enough doe...er....bucks - MONEY! coming in (giggles).
Art, since I started, always helped me keep going so I have to say I am really happy to be back to it as well, as always, it is heartwarming to hear how much you consider my works, it motivates me greatly ^^. Please don't worry too much about the does (bucks), I trust you and know how difficult things can be. I can work on the art while you figure out a way to tame those runaway bucks (giggles).
I haven't heard much about your country lately so I'm hoping that's a good sign. But I cannot hope for better, just to keep from getting worse.
Take care of yourself. i'll try to get the reference sheet letter done ASAP. Wensday I'll be done for 4 days and I will try to finish up replies here then.
There are lots of things happening, they aren't affecting me directly right now but this can change at any time, so I am trying to stay alert. I am doing my best to stay safe, I look forward for your letter, have a lovely rest of the week =).
But I have been keeping up with your part of the world, that dam break was terrible! So far so good with your new leader but it's still scary. I hear a lot of fear in the LBGT community too.
That dam collapse was scary, I live relatively close to it so I am expecting to be affected by it sooner or later, the environmental damage was inmensurable, something that will take decades to recover. There was tribes in despair for their precious river became a pile of toxic mud, so many life perished, it is really sad to see how a greedy company can do so much damage.
Mr. President is doing his crap here, not at the pace his horde of supporters wanted but he keeps going forward which is scary for a lot of people. The growing H8 towards the LGBT community is a fact but it stays mostly concealed from the eyes of the great public.
I know I am repeating myself but I'll write to you shortly, there is a small wip I want you to see c: