No motivation, no drive.
7 years ago
Ugh, I don't know what happened, but post-Gnollvember, I don't have any energy or drive. The idea of doing commissions completely kills my desire to draw, and I don't know what to do.
The holiday season always kind of does this too me, but this shouldn't be normal. I don't hate my family or anything, but I do feel incredibly shitty and guilty around the christmas season because I can't really get anyone anything, and I feel like a garbage freeloader.
Or something.
I dunno.
Egh.
The holiday season always kind of does this too me, but this shouldn't be normal. I don't hate my family or anything, but I do feel incredibly shitty and guilty around the christmas season because I can't really get anyone anything, and I feel like a garbage freeloader.
Or something.
I dunno.
Egh.
FA+


Not everyone gets to make so much art in such little time, expand to such an obscene amount of kinks all at once, and still find the time to make a TTRPG with other people, as well as help create the artwork for it, no less. There's like, a lot of people that are commonly involved in making a project of that caliber (hheh), so it makes sense that this workload is finally weighing down on you.
It probably has been years...
I find streaming really helps me, but then the desire to even do that keeps declining.
Perhaps a break is necessary? Sometimes when I used to used to walk away from things for a while and come back, I had a newfound interest in it.
Hopefully you're [and I] able to find your drive again soon.