damn the feels, breaking down is not fun but a necessary but tiring part of destressing. hope that you win more in 2019, just don't let the world falling apart in your face get you down too much. its a hard and long climb back up. im still only a fewfeet off the ground right now. beenn stabbed in the back like 9 times this week. just don't give up!

I've been there a lot in the past myself. Just gotta take it slow and hopefully things will flow easier. Hope things get better for you this year.

I have been through hard times myself. I know it's hard but hang in there bud. my best wishes to you