A New Year
7 years ago
♥Greetings!♥
I often don’t talk first and I should not have to apologize for that.
I’m just one of those "don’t talk unless spoken too" person.
Tips are welcomed!
And hopefully new beginnings?! One can dream *sighs*
2018 was not a good year for me artvise, barely got anything done, sure I had a bit of a boost in May-June was it? 'cause...reasons <3 *chuckles*
But else it's been a disaster, only did 1 secret art stream early spring, buuut I did start doing some game streaming when I had PC down time due to harddrive going RIP which wasn't a cheap story...
But yeah I liked doing the game streams and I wanna keep doing them 'cause it gets me to play some fricking games which was bought but never touched...
Just like why I started doing art streams to get art done and while I wanna do stream both things I find myself being too out of energy and not having enough time in the day, even though I really do.
For those that know me best I am a very low energy person, I'm like always at 50% battery but many days I find myself even lower due to me stressing over things I WANT to do...
Like my brain LITERALLY thinks there aren't enough time in the days to do more than one thing, be it a chore, cooking or just something I find fun, that's it, no more energy to do anything else...
This is a big reason why I don't wanna live alone so I don't have to stress myself from having to do EVERYTHING myself, just to have someone to share the burden you know?!
I'm really spending most of my days and energy being indecisive...
Sesquin
~sesquin
I really keep fingers crossed on 2019 becoming a better year for you on many fronts. Yay for both game and art streams. ^^
BlueTigress
~bluetigress
OP
Yeah I really want so, if only I could stop stressing myself up so easily >.< it's so frustrating
Sesquin
~sesquin
Tiggy need a hug i think.
BlueTigress
~bluetigress
OP
I do T_T lots of them...
Sesquin
~sesquin
Fluffy ones offered. Evil distance stops!
BlueTigress
~bluetigress
OP
yeah *sighs* damn distance is always in my way of things...
Anbessa
~anbessa
happy new year! ^^
BlueTigress
~bluetigress
OP
Happy new year!
KeenanWolf
~keenanwolf
Here hoping that 2019 will be a better year for you, sweetheart. I wish you the best and hoping to see more of the games and art streams!
BlueTigress
~bluetigress
OP
Thx, yeah if I only could stop stressing myself up >.<
KeenanWolf
~keenanwolf
I know the feeling, just take it slow, talk to your friends/those who are close and do your best love. It's going to be hard but we all are here for each other.
BlueTigress
~bluetigress
OP
I know, but it's tough when you get this underlining stress that's just constant in the back of your mind...really hard to get anything done then.
Ratchetjak
~ratchetjak
Hope 2018 is a great year for you dear
BlueTigress
~bluetigress
OP
I think you sir aint drunk enough what year is it again? lol
Ratchetjak
~ratchetjak
It's 2079 xD
BlueTigress
~bluetigress
OP
Sounds more accurate
Ratchetjak
~ratchetjak
Haha
pokediginut
~pokediginut
Hope both our new year is better
BlueTigress
~bluetigress
OP
Indeed luv
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